
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Sure, compared to starving african babies I'm living like a king.
But I feel like every fucking thing in my life has gone wrong. It's like out of all the possible outcomes of my life, out of all the possible alternative universes, I'm living the shitiest life I could've lived.
And it's always getting worse. I've hated my life since I was ~12, but ever since then it just got worse and worse. I think "fuck, my life is the worst", then boom, the universe goes "you think that was bad?" and my life becomes worse in a way I didn't even think of before. And the shit pile that is my life gets new layers of shit. And I become older on top of that, watching my parents get older too, with all the problems that come with aging.
But I feel like every fucking thing in my life has gone wrong. It's like out of all the possible outcomes of my life, out of all the possible alternative universes, I'm living the shitiest life I could've lived.
And it's always getting worse. I've hated my life since I was ~12, but ever since then it just got worse and worse. I think "fuck, my life is the worst", then boom, the universe goes "you think that was bad?" and my life becomes worse in a way I didn't even think of before. And the shit pile that is my life gets new layers of shit. And I become older on top of that, watching my parents get older too, with all the problems that come with aging.