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These are girls I've glanced at on the elevator of an airport. In a unisex bathroom in the periphery of my eyesight. I think at that moment, "damn, she's hot..." and then I forget 10mins later.
Months later my fucking brain creates an entire dream state of that girl, every feature of her face and body that I 100% consciously forgot about and we go on dates (she pays) and have sex and a family, and it feels great.
None of this is conscious/lucid, though. My brain creates this dream life against my will.
IRL, I go on vacation (around 2014) and see this dumbass HTB girl that took a photograph of me when I lookmaxxed before lookmaxxing was a thing in a semi third world country while sitting down on train. She knew I was English. Now, I'll be honest, myself then, mogs me today. I was decent looking but 5'4 assburgercel. Now I'm probably around a five facially.
I was kind of happy about it and wanted to confront her about it and ask her why the fuck she took my photograph, as if I wouldn't notice.
(Boomer behind her did and was disgusted but never mentioned it to me. If it was me taking a photograph of her, I'd have been posted on front page news and beaten to a pulp.)
As I stood up at last stop with her, she realized I was a shortcel, and her face changed to disgust. I was 5" shorter than her.
If only I was avg height.
What could have been probably would have sucked anyway, or maybe not.
Being short sucks not because I'm short, but because the majority of short men won't acknowledge heightism and willingly make alliances with tall Chad instead of other short men, as the uncle tomlets they are, and denigrate shortcels.
Months later my fucking brain creates an entire dream state of that girl, every feature of her face and body that I 100% consciously forgot about and we go on dates (she pays) and have sex and a family, and it feels great.
None of this is conscious/lucid, though. My brain creates this dream life against my will.
IRL, I go on vacation (around 2014) and see this dumbass HTB girl that took a photograph of me when I lookmaxxed before lookmaxxing was a thing in a semi third world country while sitting down on train. She knew I was English. Now, I'll be honest, myself then, mogs me today. I was decent looking but 5'4 assburgercel. Now I'm probably around a five facially.
I was kind of happy about it and wanted to confront her about it and ask her why the fuck she took my photograph, as if I wouldn't notice.
(Boomer behind her did and was disgusted but never mentioned it to me. If it was me taking a photograph of her, I'd have been posted on front page news and beaten to a pulp.)
As I stood up at last stop with her, she realized I was a shortcel, and her face changed to disgust. I was 5" shorter than her.
If only I was avg height.
What could have been probably would have sucked anyway, or maybe not.
Being short sucks not because I'm short, but because the majority of short men won't acknowledge heightism and willingly make alliances with tall Chad instead of other short men, as the uncle tomlets they are, and denigrate shortcels.
