I hate the idea of fate. That somehow this is how it meant to be. That I meant to suffer like this. I was always strongly opposed to this idea. But. There were times in my life where I had the WEIRDEST FUCKING COINCIDENCES IMAGINABLE and it made me question if fate really exists. I will share with you a few. I had MANY more but cant be bothered to write them all lol..
1. Story one.
Happened 5 years ago. I was walking to my part-time charity job. And suddenly, I had the strongest fucking urge to pick up a random rock on the street in front of me. I don't know where it came from. I ignored it and kept walking but the urge was so fucking powerful I picked up that stupid fucking rock. I put it in my pocket and kept walking, it only took a moment of my time, like 1-2 seconds. I was also listening to music on my headphones and could not hear anything because my headphones isolated sound well. About 1 minute later I made it to the traffic stop and did not bother to check for cars. As I was walking to the other side some motherfucker speeded right next to me barely missing me, he was WELL over the speed limit. And then it dawned on me. If I would not pick up that rock I would be dead.
2. Story two
I have tarot cards, I rarely use them but whenever I do they always give me accurate results. I used them like 3 weeks ago in regards to my life and the cards it gave me were very accurate. But check this. This is where it gets interesting. I took the whole deck of cards and shuffled it very well. Then I done the tarot story setup and the result was almost too accurate. Except that 1 card didn't really make much sense. So I thought to myself, whatever it must be just dumb luck again this is not real. I was about to put all the cards back but then I noticed there was 1 card on the back of the box. I don't know where it came from but whatever, I took it and it turns out that this card (tarot cards are assigned different symbols) had the symbol I read from the guide so I was reading that 1 card I thought was inaccurate wrong because the actual card I was supposed to be reading had a different symbol. The chance of this happening is pretty fucking low tbh. After that it all made sense.
3. Weirdest fucking day ever
I was at my University, I had a crush on one girl there. I was walking down the student halls and I thought to myself. I wish I could see her. Literally fucking 5 seconds later she walks through the door lmao. We pass each-other she ghosted me ofc, we talked before but she started to hate me for some reason (like every foid). She started talking to me first btw so I dont fucking know what her problem was and why she started to hate me and ignore me but whatever. Anyway later that day I met up with my friends (me and her had common friends) and she was there too and I was still delusional about it and I thought maybe she is just playing it cool with me but I was too high inhib to ask her about it. At one point it was just me and her and there was a TV in the background and I wasn't paying attention what was on it I think how I met ur mother or some shit like that and in my thoughts I kept saying to myself, ask her out, ask her out and then the fucking TV responded with (Why don't you take her on a date?) I'm like wtf. It was said in the show. So I said in my thoughts again that I can't do that I'm too high inhib and the guy in TV was like (You won't know until you try it) or some shit like that. It was very surreal experience. Then as I was walking home I was fucking going crazy and wanted to test this and thought to myself ok how about I see some faggot with a suitcase and a FUCKING GUY with a FUCKING SUITCASE walks out of the alley. I didn't know what to think of this. Fucking weird as fuck.
I had a lot of shit like this happening in my life. But I can not control it really, it's random as fuck. I can go for months without anything like this but then there are days where random shit happens and it almost feels impossible to be a coincidence.
1. Story one.
Happened 5 years ago. I was walking to my part-time charity job. And suddenly, I had the strongest fucking urge to pick up a random rock on the street in front of me. I don't know where it came from. I ignored it and kept walking but the urge was so fucking powerful I picked up that stupid fucking rock. I put it in my pocket and kept walking, it only took a moment of my time, like 1-2 seconds. I was also listening to music on my headphones and could not hear anything because my headphones isolated sound well. About 1 minute later I made it to the traffic stop and did not bother to check for cars. As I was walking to the other side some motherfucker speeded right next to me barely missing me, he was WELL over the speed limit. And then it dawned on me. If I would not pick up that rock I would be dead.
2. Story two
I have tarot cards, I rarely use them but whenever I do they always give me accurate results. I used them like 3 weeks ago in regards to my life and the cards it gave me were very accurate. But check this. This is where it gets interesting. I took the whole deck of cards and shuffled it very well. Then I done the tarot story setup and the result was almost too accurate. Except that 1 card didn't really make much sense. So I thought to myself, whatever it must be just dumb luck again this is not real. I was about to put all the cards back but then I noticed there was 1 card on the back of the box. I don't know where it came from but whatever, I took it and it turns out that this card (tarot cards are assigned different symbols) had the symbol I read from the guide so I was reading that 1 card I thought was inaccurate wrong because the actual card I was supposed to be reading had a different symbol. The chance of this happening is pretty fucking low tbh. After that it all made sense.
3. Weirdest fucking day ever
I was at my University, I had a crush on one girl there. I was walking down the student halls and I thought to myself. I wish I could see her. Literally fucking 5 seconds later she walks through the door lmao. We pass each-other she ghosted me ofc, we talked before but she started to hate me for some reason (like every foid). She started talking to me first btw so I dont fucking know what her problem was and why she started to hate me and ignore me but whatever. Anyway later that day I met up with my friends (me and her had common friends) and she was there too and I was still delusional about it and I thought maybe she is just playing it cool with me but I was too high inhib to ask her about it. At one point it was just me and her and there was a TV in the background and I wasn't paying attention what was on it I think how I met ur mother or some shit like that and in my thoughts I kept saying to myself, ask her out, ask her out and then the fucking TV responded with (Why don't you take her on a date?) I'm like wtf. It was said in the show. So I said in my thoughts again that I can't do that I'm too high inhib and the guy in TV was like (You won't know until you try it) or some shit like that. It was very surreal experience. Then as I was walking home I was fucking going crazy and wanted to test this and thought to myself ok how about I see some faggot with a suitcase and a FUCKING GUY with a FUCKING SUITCASE walks out of the alley. I didn't know what to think of this. Fucking weird as fuck.
I had a lot of shit like this happening in my life. But I can not control it really, it's random as fuck. I can go for months without anything like this but then there are days where random shit happens and it almost feels impossible to be a coincidence.
