used to think im genuinely schizo or some shit and bought completely into the whole "its just in your head people have their own issues" bullshit. Until I came here and realized all of us modern day lepers have this issue. I can confidentially tell anyone here, you are not insane or paranoid, they do look, talk, giggle, laugh. When I walk behind people, they begin looking over their shoulder and try to get away from me, even grown men. I am not tall, muscular or anything. I just look like a hobo and Im ugly.
Normies love to gaslight lolcows that it's just all in your head, paranoia, bla bla bla but you know very well how they react to abnormal looking people. like bald short ugly man with no chin walks past and after just a few seconds they start laughing with each other gossiping about the dude. Like how your own mother will gaslight you, but the second someone who looks abnormal walks past you, she will instantly talk about it, laugh or even start shooting photos or videos.
It happens.
It's the same people who mock you who will tell you "nobody cares bro, you are not that important"
It feels like I’m walking with a big target above my head
you’re lucky, that’s better than making eye contact with someone and seeing the look of contempt and disgust on their face
I’ve noticed
I feel the same way
Oh fuck no, this happened to me but I always thought it was fakecel trait. I was so short and underdeveloped that the some girls in year below me, who were second year, thought I was first year. They 'adopted' me and would just ask me questions like this, if we are friends and if I had a girlfriend. I was so shy I never hit on them (I was in a state of panic talking to them) and actually thought they liked me. I'm so autistic. I once lied about going on a date with a girl from another school and they laughed for ages at me, cos when they asked me her name I froze, stuttered and said I forgot. Fuck I'm retarded.
yeah very common experience. Also happens with guys, like guy will be like heyyyyy buddy, whats up in a werid way. I also had guys scream shit at me from car window. Or if you have some autistic behavior like hiding on toilet or in school library they may go HEY BUDDY GOING TO THE LIBRARY/TOILET EH? shit like that
Somehow my bully knew I was in a toilet stall (would game in there during lunch) and he just said something like "hey nithingr you in there" from outside the front of the stall. I just put my legs up and said nothing, he went away.
fuck that happened to me at my 1st job. I was hiding on the toilet and didnt come out. So this guy comes in and knocks and hes like please come out. I went out and the entire staff was waiting outside the toilet and then I had to talk to the fucking head nurse and she was like IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS ITS OK TO TALK ABOUT THEM and shit like that - bro i wanted to fucking die, I was like 21 years old at that point too lmfao
I thought it was all in my head, until i realized they posted pictures without my permission of me on their private instagram accounts that i didnt have any access to. When i was casually walking i heard my name uttered by them and laughs after.
I'm too high inhib to make eye contact with people, so I don't know if they're looking at me or not. I'd rather not know.
This is brutal, how many are they and how old are they ? This seem very childish like what would do bullies in middle school/highschool
