
AntoCel
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I dont dwell on it, but it is sad.
I used to.We know a handful of users here have killed themselves, how do you feel about it? Do you feel genuinely bad for them, or indifferent(aka you don't care)?
i kept forgetting he died i was just eating cookies and shit all day lolzerozerozero roped last friday, unless he was in a way different time zone.
It has devastated me.
I had a hard time holding back tears.
I couldn't eat anything for a while and became restless over it.
All this time I was hoping that he faked it or was found and saved.
But I also thought that it was his choice in the end, so I should respect that.
I just consider it a loss in the end. It is all those foids who've rejected him that should have roped instead.
The info about sodium nitrite is conflicting, so he may have suffered severely in his last moments.
I hope he did not.
I was reading an older thread a couple of minutes ago where I stumbled upon one of his replies and I did not yet realize that it was an old thread, so I thought that he was still alive and was about to reply to him to tell him how glad I am that he is still alive.
Then I checked the date and got sad immediately.
Yes, incels are the only people for whom I feel bad if they die.