I used to think that way. My problem is mental illness, which is mostly inability to be happy and functional in modern society. The expectations placed on me growing up added confusion and hindered me further from making a niche for myself.
I dont hate 'nerdics' as much as i hate unreasonable expectations placed on boys whose future prospects are grim. Society is garbage now. It rewards degeneracy, and any whites who enable that further with their charity deserve swift executions.
Why should i be expected to work hard and slavd away in an office while 90 iq degenerates get unlimited pussy for being low inhib and more dom? The part i dont like is my expected role in this and my parents turning a blinde eye to how they have enabled degeneracy further
My parents told me repeatedly when i was young to play sports and that low wage jobs werent enough to support myself. They didnt realize i just wanted to work low stress job, smoke weed, fuck escorts, watch tv and live a legit life without trying to be a big shot.
I wasted time and energy in uni when i could have been working in construction or learning how to fix cars, etc. I cant even find a job now and im so screwed up in the head that im barely functional. Most would say its my fault, but they dont understand how this affect and confused me.