Chewbacca
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- Jan 25, 2018
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I notice hardly anyone ever keeps my gaze. Granted, I have a creepy stare. But even before I can start staring, as soon as they glance toward me and our eyes meet, they look away. If I have to interact with them, the situation is almost always awkward.
Recently I went to iHop with my Chad friend. We walked in, I was first to the podium thing where the waitress was standing but she addressed him and not me. It's like, I'm here, I'm ready to speak to you but you're going to talk to the dude behind me instead. She looked at me for one second and then is just best friends with him. She leads us to our table, just chatting away with my friend, still has said nothing to me, and we sit down. When she comes back to take our order she asked if we were ready. She glanced at me and I was already looking at her because she asked us a question. I opened my mouth and said "I'll have--" and she literally looked away, cut me the fuck off and started talking to my friend again.
Maybe she didn't hear me begin to speak, I'm very soft-spoken. And she averted her eyes so fast, maybe she didn't see my mouth open. Cope? Maybe. Anyway, she just fucking chats with my friend(and still hasn't even taken his order!) while I'm sitting there awkwardly holding my menu for about three minutes. He finally orders and when it's my turn, she just looks at me with her eyebrows raised like "well?" Well! You're a shitty waitress. I ordered and ate my fucking food, feeling super annoyed.
Even when I'm not getting mogged by my friend, people can't stand looking at me. Cashier at Walmart recently did everything she could not to look at me but I noticed she made lots of eye contact with the girls in front of me and spoke to them in a nice tone. She spoke to me too, asking me questions, but when I answered, the tone of her responses was not as enthusiastic, you could tell she was just humoring me. But points for at least humoring me, I guess.
Recently I went to iHop with my Chad friend. We walked in, I was first to the podium thing where the waitress was standing but she addressed him and not me. It's like, I'm here, I'm ready to speak to you but you're going to talk to the dude behind me instead. She looked at me for one second and then is just best friends with him. She leads us to our table, just chatting away with my friend, still has said nothing to me, and we sit down. When she comes back to take our order she asked if we were ready. She glanced at me and I was already looking at her because she asked us a question. I opened my mouth and said "I'll have--" and she literally looked away, cut me the fuck off and started talking to my friend again.
Maybe she didn't hear me begin to speak, I'm very soft-spoken. And she averted her eyes so fast, maybe she didn't see my mouth open. Cope? Maybe. Anyway, she just fucking chats with my friend(and still hasn't even taken his order!) while I'm sitting there awkwardly holding my menu for about three minutes. He finally orders and when it's my turn, she just looks at me with her eyebrows raised like "well?" Well! You're a shitty waitress. I ordered and ate my fucking food, feeling super annoyed.
Even when I'm not getting mogged by my friend, people can't stand looking at me. Cashier at Walmart recently did everything she could not to look at me but I noticed she made lots of eye contact with the girls in front of me and spoke to them in a nice tone. She spoke to me too, asking me questions, but when I answered, the tone of her responses was not as enthusiastic, you could tell she was just humoring me. But points for at least humoring me, I guess.