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the_only_ugly_YWG
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You know those charity workers/sales people who sometimes stand in busy areas like the entrances to grocery stores or the high streets who ask people walking by if they're interested in whatever they're selling or trying to raise money for?
It's happened several times where I see them asking everyone in front of me but when I walk past they look at me and deliberately just ignore me and don't bother asking, it makes me feel like such a fucking ugly subhuman troll POS, it doesn't sound like much but it's just one of those little experiences that happens when you're ugly that just chips away at your soul
I cope by thinking "eh it's just because I have headphones in they probably assumed I wouldn't be able to hear them" but deep down I know... Deep down I know it's because of the fucking halo effect from my face, I've got a normal height, normal dare I say decent frame cuz I go gym, but my face just fucking ruins everything
The halo effect is literally the most depressing and fucked up aspect of human psychology and I really hope I live to the day where it slowly starts getting bred out of us or we evolve past it or something even though I know that'll never happen, I can still hope for that time though
It's happened several times where I see them asking everyone in front of me but when I walk past they look at me and deliberately just ignore me and don't bother asking, it makes me feel like such a fucking ugly subhuman troll POS, it doesn't sound like much but it's just one of those little experiences that happens when you're ugly that just chips away at your soul
I cope by thinking "eh it's just because I have headphones in they probably assumed I wouldn't be able to hear them" but deep down I know... Deep down I know it's because of the fucking halo effect from my face, I've got a normal height, normal dare I say decent frame cuz I go gym, but my face just fucking ruins everything
The halo effect is literally the most depressing and fucked up aspect of human psychology and I really hope I live to the day where it slowly starts getting bred out of us or we evolve past it or something even though I know that'll never happen, I can still hope for that time though





