(depression strikes again today, it's been a while)
SuicideFuel Do any of you sometimes torture yourselves by randomly thinking about girls who never liked you back and wondering what could have been?
(depression strikes again today, it's been a while)
Still have a crush on a girl I haven't even seen in months, I got to sleep thinking about her
I will never have a girlfriend.
It's over for oneitiscels
While I am empathizing with you being depressed since I have the same problem, I have never caught myself, as a black pilled dude, thinking about what could have been.
(depression strikes again today, it's been a while)
That is just cucked, tbh. I don't mean to insult you, but I have to be straight with you.
I still remember the time they felt disgust at even looking at me.
I will never experience teen love.
because we are ugly and autistic.
Oneitispill is brutal
Same
My brain is too busy daydreaming about shit to get back to reality
Yes, sometimes...
Realizing that you have a problem and recognizing it are the first steps to bettering yourself.My brain is too busy daydreaming about shit to get back to reality
It will get better, but it won't ever be what you want it to be.
No, I only dream off a day I'll finally just rest in peace form this shitty life.
Things will only get worse brocel.
I exactly have this with a girl I asked her out, she told me she was into taller guys, Im average for my country so you know what she means.
I later on invited her on a date a year later again. She ghost's me since.
Easy really easy to say that you should forget someone, but my brain doesnt forget.
And nearly every night when I fall asleep I think about cuddling with her
I later on invited her on a date a year later again. She ghost's me since.
Easy really easy to say that you should forget someone, but my brain doesnt forget.
And nearly every night when I fall asleep I think about cuddling with her
brutal
I dream of having a girlfriend that loves me.
All i did was ask her to move a chair and they were disgusted at me. everytime I go out I feel like a slob. I was added in gcs with my friends and some girls they knew, as soon as I would speak on anything, my friend would show me his dms where all of them were tell them to kick me out of the gc
I will be permanently scarred by oneitispill, I know it's a problem and I know I have no way out of it, it's just about learning to live with it and make sure it hurts as less as possible atp
Understandable too
Yes, sometimes...
Moga me for having dates but I feel your pain too
they hate you because of your looks
Yes, sometimes...
not anymore, i just imagine fucking them
I imagine having a girlfriend that loves me.
exactly, same gc had a good looking guy and a tall guy talking about the same stuff, no one said to kick them out even tho they were asking innapropriate questions
lookism
We never had a date, I asked her out and she never gave me answer and ghosts me sinceI will be permanently scarred by oneitispill, I know it's a problem and I know I have no way out of it, it's just about learning to live with it and make sure it hurts as less as possible atp
Understandable too
Moga me for having dates but I feel your pain too
brutal
Every day mang
Yeah. Pains me a lot. But i am trying to forget
Daily, multiple times a day
Yes
Constant for me
(depression strikes again today, it's been a while)
There's no point on dwelling on what never will be or never would have been. Besides, the vast majority of foids I wanted were cunts towards me and even made the men they chose miserable anyways. Obviously I still wish I could have lived out my fantasies but fuck it. The real world isn't Disney unless you're Chad/Tyrone or high tier normie.
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I think all men do this, perhaps the exception is monks.
I was rejected 15+ times too many, and I'm done.
I do think about girls I've seen sometimes. One time on vacation I saw a dumbass HTB girl that took a photograph of me when I lookmaxxed before lookmaxxing was a thing in a semi third world country while sitting down on train. She knew I was English.
I was kind of happy about it and wanted to confront her about it and ask her why the fuck she took my photograph, as if I wouldn't notice. (Boomer behind her did and was disgusted but never mentioned it to me.) As I stood up at last stop with her, she realized I was a shortcel, and her face changed to disgust. I was 5" shorter than her.
If only I was avg height.
What could have been probably would have sucked anyway
Sometimes ? I imagine everyday some romantic shit with foids i never even talked to
Yeah, my oneitis. She rejected me a year ago and I still think of her every few hours
Not particularly, but whenever I see one of them IRL when I'm going to uni/job or store and they just pass by me like they didn't bully me for years on end; I do start to have those thoughts.
It’s over for us, we can't do anything about it, we just have to live
There were some girls who were OK but I always wonder what they do in a bed with other men while I rot.
Makes me feel like a cuck so I try not to
All the time. If I was an extroverted NT and a bit better looking, more entire life could have changed.
Depends of what you mean, if you mean what would have happened if I wasn't ugly, yeah.
(depression strikes again today, it's been a while)
But with my current looks I would have never had any chance to date one of those foids.
Nah I'm not a masochist
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