Vermilioncore
permavirgin failure
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- Apr 19, 2019
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I just have a hard time believing this isn't a nightmare or some cruel joke. How can I be this destroyed? It's almost as if someone is controlling me and making certain things go wrong for me every step of the way.
I would give anything to even revert things back to 2 years ago when at least some things were okay.
I want to just lay here in bed and not move. Just sleep and stare at the tv forever. I'm not even depressed anymore. I'm just in a state of apathy and numbness. It's hard to stop anything bad from happening.
Sad shit, man.
I would give anything to even revert things back to 2 years ago when at least some things were okay.
I want to just lay here in bed and not move. Just sleep and stare at the tv forever. I'm not even depressed anymore. I'm just in a state of apathy and numbness. It's hard to stop anything bad from happening.
Sad shit, man.