In reply to the person that just deleted their comment saying it isn't genuine kindness if I expect something in return, lol:
"My Lord, you guys are like robots that parrot the same lines and platitudes. Yes, it IS genuine kindness because it's how I act by default. I don't put on kindness like a mask or do it to gain something, I was brought up by a naive mother who thought making her son a kind pussy was the right thing to do.. It wasn't. People don't appreciate kindness nowadays, especially when it comes from someone with an ugly face. It isn't wanted, they'd rather you live up to the image they have in their minds. I'm probably expected to say few words and show no emotion because of the way I look.. But guess what, you're not the skin on the outside, you're the mind on the inside. So I get treated a certain way by default my entire life because of something that is completely out of my control.. What kind of an effect do you think that has on a human psyche after years and years? Not a good one, I assure you. Pair that with absolutely zero interest from women and you turn a genuinely kind person into one that hates people and shuts the world out."
