Were you happier when you were bluepilled?
Serious Did your mental health change when you swallowed the blackpill?
Made me start doing heroin
It sure did help me end my delusions that comes with being a schizo. I realized how much society lies and all my hallucinations, despite how positive they might be. Are fake.
My mental health overall is perhaps the same, I might have grown more bitter but knowing the truth helps you cope, you start seeing things objectively, realizing your positive symptoms are much of a joke as with the world.
My mental health overall is perhaps the same, I might have grown more bitter but knowing the truth helps you cope, you start seeing things objectively, realizing your positive symptoms are much of a joke as with the world.
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got worse
I feel better being black pilled. Now i know why my life is so shit.
I stay quite the same tbh, in both mental health and happiness levels.
Before, I had more hope but also more desperation and frustration. I kicked the shit out of myself.
Before, I had more hope but also more desperation and frustration. I kicked the shit out of myself.
It's got worse.
Not really. I've been a misanthrope for a long time.
Not really. Kinda figured it out on my own and was already depressed by the dispossession of whites/mass immigration.
Same. I now feel kind of liberated because I know the truth and I'm not stuck with an illusion. When I was believing in this PUA stuff I had expectations and these expectations lead to disappointment.
Are you german btw?
I see things more clearly than i ever have now that I know what the problem in my life is
It changed my mental health for the better. I know now why I'm undesirable by the opposite sex now. Living the blue pill lie gave me false hope and that's something that would make my mental health worse: false hope.
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after getting blackpilled i've had quiet a few mental breakdowns over being frustrated over things i cant ever change and i got banned from /r9k/ for venting too hard and getting into a fight with a normie mod i managed to anger. i have accepted things now so its normal now.
I've always observed everything but now I can't stop observing everything through the blackpill lens. Along with reading up on psychoanalytic theories, it took me a step closer to understanding human social behavior, which I as an autism spectrum person don't quite 'get' like other people do.
Now I truly feel like I know peoples' intentions and inner thinking, unlike before. Now I can identify the why or what of many social behaviors in my daily social interaction with others. I've conquered autism from a mental point. All I need to learn is how to apply it to my benefit and how to stop being autistic when it comes to social interactions.
Now I truly feel like I know peoples' intentions and inner thinking, unlike before. Now I can identify the why or what of many social behaviors in my daily social interaction with others. I've conquered autism from a mental point. All I need to learn is how to apply it to my benefit and how to stop being autistic when it comes to social interactions.
i think it makes you a lot worse, because you start analyzing every single aspect of your looks, etc. you'll start thinking of everything in relation to your looks, when sometimes it isn't that way.
it'll definitely make you a LOT more neurotic and anxious i think, i mean idk there's some people who literally don't give a flying fuck after getting blackpilled. "im ugly, so who cares. i'm fucked if i do, fucked if i don't" they are blessed in a way.
it'll definitely make you a LOT more neurotic and anxious i think, i mean idk there's some people who literally don't give a flying fuck after getting blackpilled. "im ugly, so who cares. i'm fucked if i do, fucked if i don't" they are blessed in a way.
/r9k/ is a fucking rat hole.
Exactly.
No, Brazilian. Aber ich kann ein bisschen Deutsch sprechen, bist du einer?
Ja, bin ich (hab wegen deines Namens gefragt).
Ach, natürlich. Es ist nur eine Hommage
it did when i swallowed the racepill
Burnt myself out trying to be like the "cool kids". Accepting the Black Pill has allowed me over time to at least feel good about myself if nothing else. I am actually more outgoing then I ever was previously, all the worrying about keeping up appearances were unnecessary. Still look horrific, but its whatever you know, if people can't deal with it, a lot of them can't then I just have a damn good stare right back at them.
Do you live in Brazil? Do they have as high standards as american women? (imo brazilian women are the best looking)Ach, natürlich. Es ist nur eine Hommage
Brazilian women are very spoiled and do have high standards, because Brazilian culture is very hyper-social and every ugly bitch gets approached and idolized by low-inhib men who are abundant here all the time.
But if you're light eyed and haired and like mulatto femoids, definitely come here. At the very least you'll be able to fuck prostitutes like that galore for cheap prices.
It kinda got better because I lost weight since then.
got much much worse
Before blackpill: why is my life like this?
After blackpill: oh that's why
After blackpill: oh that's why
Meh apathy is a form of depression, I have that attitude but I am also incapable of any positive emotions. Everything in my goes from apathy to mild discontent, I am not even remotely human anymore. It's not that good, blackpill destroyed me entirely kek.
I think the realization of knowing why this was happening to me is what lead to my depression, but atleast now I know my predicament and can adjust my life accordingly.
Both. Helps with delusions, but kills all hopes and dreams.
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Now i want to die more than ever.
Life is unfair.
Life is unfair.
What kind of a question is this? It's worse.
False hope means you are stuck in a fantasy world and you don't even know it. At least this will extend your coping for a while longer.
False hope means you are stuck in a fantasy world and you don't even know it. At least this will extend your coping for a while longer.
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