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M3llow3lectrician
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It’s like from day 1 in that environment I knew I was inferior and was better off just keeping my mouth shut. Especially when puberty hit. A good number of times in middle school if a girl even talked to me I’d turn red. Outside of school though it was a lot easier for me to be extroverted with my neighborhood friends even with girls and women sometimes. I just realized, but I get that same sort of feeling when I go to family get togethers I just feel so ashamed and inferior and judged.
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