SuicideFuel Did you ever make steps towards actually roping or had an attempt?

[jonso]

I held a gun against my head considering what to do before firing into the air, held knife to my neck, walked on train tracks in a tunnel at night and jumped to the side in the last moment. I never went through with it of course so I don't consider it an actual attempt despite being on the edge. What about you?

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

I made plans to go eat rice at my hs on my 18th birthday, tail end of sr yr. I only aborted the mission for something that happened to summer prior because of something in not at liberty to discuss here apparently, even though I didnt lose virginity

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I've spent time in a psych ward.

 

[iamsubhuman]

My only plan was buying a shotgun and I got a job to save up for it, but the feeling eventually faded.

 

[jonso]

I made plans to go eat rice at my hs on my 18th birthday, tail end of sr yr. I only aborted the mission for something that happened to summer prior because of something in not at liberty to discuss here apparently, even though I didnt lose virginity

I don't know what happened but good to know that it's perhaps not entirely over for you yet, good luck