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At the beginning of this year, I decided to do the only thing I thought could help me. go surgerymaxx, made a appointment with a good plastic surgeon from my city. After the cephalometry, he said the best case for me to do facial harmony is was to do a lipo in jaw and neck, even tho I am 13% of body fat I still had some fat accumulated there, which was hiding my chin and jaw definiton in some angles. Also, he recommended doing a mentoplasty to increase my chin a little.
Alright I thought things were going to change, 3 weeks ago I made the surgery. Today was my first day back in college. Four girls passed by my side in the hallway and said "Nah ugly". They saw me from far away and thought I could be good looking, when they got close they changed their mind and called me ugly.
I spent some money I don't even have, needed to do a little loan in the bank, endured pain, all that everything to still be called ugly. I don't see hope anymore. I thought surgery could help me but it fucking didnt't and now I am truly feeling hopeless. It is like I did everything I could. Gym, diet, hair care, skin care, got a good job, a car but nothing worked I put everything in this surgery and it didn't work. I am still ugly for them, there is nothing I can do now, there is absolutely nothing now.
I cant cope now, is all useless, nothing will ever change.
Alright I thought things were going to change, 3 weeks ago I made the surgery. Today was my first day back in college. Four girls passed by my side in the hallway and said "Nah ugly". They saw me from far away and thought I could be good looking, when they got close they changed their mind and called me ugly.
I spent some money I don't even have, needed to do a little loan in the bank, endured pain, all that everything to still be called ugly. I don't see hope anymore. I thought surgery could help me but it fucking didnt't and now I am truly feeling hopeless. It is like I did everything I could. Gym, diet, hair care, skin care, got a good job, a car but nothing worked I put everything in this surgery and it didn't work. I am still ugly for them, there is nothing I can do now, there is absolutely nothing now.
I cant cope now, is all useless, nothing will ever change.