Think autism stopped me from doing so. Too critical, too high standards (personality-wise. in terms of looks I would fuck a hairless amputee burn victim if she was nice to me), not naive enough to believe other people's bullshit. And foids also mostly suck ass in the character and thinking departments. Those with some brains still are unapologetically selfish and amoral. Their IQ is only in service of their own self-interest. So yeah, never fell in love after elementary school. And even during those earliest days it only lasted for a few weeks. Hell is the human trait distribution.