Did anyone else get a "feeling" they'd be single for life at a very young age?

[lurker45]

I remember when I was 8 or 9 years old and I thought about my future, I figured that I would live a life of endless hedonism, just constant video games and fast food.

When I thought about marriage, I imagined responsibilities and a fat old ugly wife that was annoying and I didn't want any part of it.

Although I'm not financially independent, video games and fast food has basically been the only thing going on in my life for the past 7 years at this point. It's crazy how I somehow subconsciously knew. I suppose even at that age, the girls treated you worse if you were ugly, and a logical kid would be able to extrapolate his future based on how the girls treat you.

 

[Vermilioncore]

the thought of me being with a woman was always so distant and unrealistic

 

[SirIncel]

the thought of me being with a woman was always so distant and unrealistic

 

[ldargoblin]

Constant mogging made me feel that way.

 

[johnnyb]

well first off, at that age you weren't even in puberty or not very far into it, its very normal at that age to feel even repulsion at the thought of intimate relationships. I didn't get the idea that I was going to be alone forever until I started to try hard in college. I was there for one year and failed out because I spent every waking moment trying to get laid, and failed miserably. it was then I realized. before that, I coped with thinking that if I actually tried I could get ass.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I don't really remember what I thought as a kid, but as a teen going through puberty I sure as hell wanted pussy and didn't really care about being with someone as much as getting pussy. Damn, can't believe I still didn't get pussy, it's been so long since I've started wanting pussy.

 

[Deleted member 17599]

I didn't thought about it when I was a kid. I only lived in the present then.

 

[Hell]

Never could picture myself in a relationship but I assumed it would just happen like it does for everyone else.

Spoiler: It didn't.

 

[ihaveno1]

i remember sitting in 1st grade thinking to myself that things would never get better and at like 8th grade i would still have cippling anxiety and no friends in my class, in like 4th grade i just knew i would never see myself having a gf in high school and what do you fucking know, i was exaclty right. JFL @ anyone who says "things get better over time" I know that im fucked and i know my luck is shit and things WILL NOT get better

 

[StaroRavager]

By the age of 12 I had a feeling that I’d be alone forever but I didn’t realize how over it truly was until much later

 

[Deleted member 17984]

Had a lonely-kid phase when I lost all my friends due to an outburst but after that embraced it and realised this would continue to happen

Had a lonely-kid phase when I lost all my friends due to an outburst but after that embraced it and realised this would continue to happen

so probably 11-12

 

[anon]

I was vaguely aware of the fact when I was 8-11. After puberty I had no doubt in my mind I'd die alone.

 

[Incline]

the thought of me being with a woman was always so distant and unrealistic

 

[Deleted member 4159]

Started having concerns at age 17, I had asked out multiple girls and failed.

 

[Deleted member 14805]

the thought of me being with a woman was always so distant and unrealistic

 

[Hate_my_life]

the thought of me being with a woman was always so distant and unrealistic

 

[Deleted member 8353]

By the age of 12 I had a feeling that I’d be alone forever but I didn’t realize how over it truly was until much later

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I always subconsciously knew I couldn't get a girl whether that was due to my face or race. Ive had normies ask me why I dont talk to foids or have girlfriends. I subconsciously knew but never acknowledged it until a few years later.

 

[Joelossus]

Yeah i always subconsciously knew that i was way too autistic to ever get into a relationship ngl.

 

[RopeMaXXer]

Never could picture myself in a relationship but I assumed it would just happen like it does for everyone else.

Spoiler: It didn't.

 

[FlamingCel]

By the age of 12 I had a feeling that I’d be alone forever but I didn’t realize how over it truly was until much later

 

[Michael15651]

I knew I differed from the other children and my opportunities were limited.