It's Over Did anyone else dread puberty/growing up during childhood and preteen years?

[Failmale]

I remember being 9-10 years old seeing classmates have a boyfriend or girlfriend and I would be jealous, there was also this lingering feeling that I would never get to experience that. Not only there but for the rest of my life. I went to a very small primary school where 25-30 kids made up an entire grade/year group so anything embarrassing would be remembered by everyone around you and I was a huge crybaby child, plenty of failos indicating weakness and low masculinity so my chances with any girls my age there were flat out 0.

I often see posts and mentionings here of others being more bluepilled and optimistic, but has anyone else here felt similarly?

 

[RegularManlet]

I would get sad about it because I knew one day I would have to leave my parents, I used to be a mommas boy

JFL if only I knew now back then that I would still be living with her

 

[Incline]

I always knew my life will be fucked from the very beginning. From the age of 10 I have already predicted this outcome.

 

[comradespiderman29]

I didn't care about girls when I was 9-10. It sucks, Because, I was good looking back then. When I was around 13 My teeth got fucked up, and had to get braces, and this when I started being attracted to girls. Ever since, I got braces I have always looked like a monkey.

 

[comradespiderman29]

there was also this lingering feeling that I would never get to experience that

Maybe, you were ugly and didn't get postive reinforcement and had bad experiences with people? That's probably why you felt that way so early.

 

[ItsovERfucks]

I always knew my life will be fucked from the very beginning. From the age of 10 I have already predicted this outcome.

Same, I knew it was already over so I didn't care that much

 

[Failmale]

Maybe, you were ugly and didn't get postive reinforcement and had bad experiences with people? That's probably why you felt that way so early.

Definitely, I can remember several of those types of moments.

 

[comradespiderman29]

Definitely, I can remember several of those types of moments.

Yeah, then it's because, of that. I Only started getting relentlessly l bullied when My teeth got fucked up, literally, everyone who has seen my childhood photos say how good looking I was .

 

[Mistake]

I always knew my life will be fucked from the very beginning. From the age of 10 I have already predicted this outcome.

I could never imagine myself with a girlfriend no matter how hard I tried. I always knew that my face and my autism were the reason why everyone treated me differently, and I knew that I would become a NEET.

 

[Friezacel]

Age 9 and 10 is insane, in my day most niggas werent interested in foids and vice versa during that age. I remember asking out a former crush i had and she started crying

 

[Namtriz912]

Definitely I noticed it during 4th grade.

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I don’t even think I went through puberty properly because of how malnourished I used to be and on top of it, I jacked off everyday during that time. Only stopped at 17, long after puberty ended.

 

[InceldianWarrior]

I never really thought about the future.