You stay strong brocel, okay?
We all have our weight to carry, some physical, some mental / psychological.
I don't talk about this much, if at all, but I am struggling with a particular tumor which keeps coming back.
Nowadays I have it under control, due to dietary changes but it is still there. It also messed up my maxila during my puberty, because of how big it got. I was too chicken shit to get another surgery.
It's not as big nowadays, so it doesn't bother me yet, but as is the case with many tumors, it can become bad tempered aka cancer.
The last one they cut out of me was the size of huge potato.
Even I wondered where it had "found" all that space to squeeze in.
Man, it really is a long story.
So, yeah. There are days when I wish it would just turn to cancer and finally bring me peace.
But, enough of the crying. Life is a struggle, until it is no more.
Death is freedom, so unlike normies, I can't wait to die fair and square.
Hang in there. The years will seem to go by faster the older you get.