To relieve inkler sadness creeping up on me when I think of how practically everyone else at Orthodox Church r couples n families, other than a couple of other chicos who I strongly suspect are also in my shoes, I’ve regressed to old mental battle-tested tried and true meditative ways n shiet, mang
It helps empty the mind of unwanted thoughts seeping in n shiet & has seen me through some of my roughest moments, mang
I’ve even communicated with mahadev and remember thanking him while sitting alone at the airport, awaiting a connecting flight on my way home, mang
I now bear his mark as a symbol of letting him forever take the reigns, according to our talk, mang
@LesscoBlob heres the eerie kicker, mang: since learning about orthodox Christian house blessings, my mind immediately recalled how my mother told me a story she never told me before in my then 26 years of life, mang
She told me how an old Indian mang did a hindu house blessing on her house in the old country in the name of the one they call lord shiva, mang
Spine tingling shit, mang… she never once said anything til she saw that i now bear his mark
It helps empty the mind of unwanted thoughts seeping in n shiet & has seen me through some of my roughest moments, mang
I’ve even communicated with mahadev and remember thanking him while sitting alone at the airport, awaiting a connecting flight on my way home, mang
I now bear his mark as a symbol of letting him forever take the reigns, according to our talk, mang
@LesscoBlob heres the eerie kicker, mang: since learning about orthodox Christian house blessings, my mind immediately recalled how my mother told me a story she never told me before in my then 26 years of life, mang
She told me how an old Indian mang did a hindu house blessing on her house in the old country in the name of the one they call lord shiva, mang
Spine tingling shit, mang… she never once said anything til she saw that i now bear his mark
