While shitposting here I suddently remembered this shitty thing that happened to me 2 years ago, and I just now drew the link with the blackpill... It bugged me for a few days after it happened, and I think I finally understand why it happened, two years late.
Ok short story time boyos.
At the time I was living in a dorm next to my campus.
I was coming back to my dorm room when I passed by the girl living in the room next to me, in the corridor.
She is a 6/10 white-passing ethnic girl studying architecture in the same campus. She comes from the same country as me.
She was coming back from the floor kitchen (there was 1 big kitchen per floor), accompanied by a couple of other girls (3 if my memory is exact, blondes between 5 and 8/10). They were having drinks with some “hot” guys and being loud in the kitchen prior to this.
Before we crossed paths, when I looked at her and said hi (just to be polite) she didn’t reply back and avoided looking at me.. I was right next to her and she clearly heard me. Not even two seconds later, she tells one of her friends : “Him, I don’t like him..” (french) with an agry tone, while I was not even 2 meters behind her. I turned back and one of her friends was silently laughing.
I never spoke to her before that, but she already disliked me somewhat and made that public to her friends.
When I entered my room I sat for like 10 mins trying to process wtf hap-penned, and tryied to gather the courage to go back to the kitchen to put my frozen pizza in the oven. All the effort I previously put to lower my inhib went down the drain. I remember even spending like 5 minutes in front of my mirror trying to fix my hair and whatnot.
When I came back in the kitchen they were sitting there drinking, and my ethnic roomate was sitting on the lap of this 8/10 tall white guy. Suddently she is the one that says Hi to me with a smile.
I proceed to put the pizza in the oven, but someone had already turned it on just before and i slightly burn my finger, I remember hearing chuckles behind me. After that I went back in my room and waited for them to leave to fetch back my pizza, which got half burned.
I felt really shitty that evening, but it’s funny how the brain burries depressing stuff deep. Thank you boyos for helping me remember my best memories.
Ok short story time boyos.At the time I was living in a dorm next to my campus.
I was coming back to my dorm room when I passed by the girl living in the room next to me, in the corridor.
She is a 6/10 white-passing ethnic girl studying architecture in the same campus. She comes from the same country as me.
She was coming back from the floor kitchen (there was 1 big kitchen per floor), accompanied by a couple of other girls (3 if my memory is exact, blondes between 5 and 8/10). They were having drinks with some “hot” guys and being loud in the kitchen prior to this.
Before we crossed paths, when I looked at her and said hi (just to be polite) she didn’t reply back and avoided looking at me.. I was right next to her and she clearly heard me. Not even two seconds later, she tells one of her friends : “Him, I don’t like him..” (french) with an agry tone, while I was not even 2 meters behind her. I turned back and one of her friends was silently laughing.
I never spoke to her before that, but she already disliked me somewhat and made that public to her friends.
When I entered my room I sat for like 10 mins trying to process wtf hap-penned, and tryied to gather the courage to go back to the kitchen to put my frozen pizza in the oven. All the effort I previously put to lower my inhib went down the drain. I remember even spending like 5 minutes in front of my mirror trying to fix my hair and whatnot.
When I came back in the kitchen they were sitting there drinking, and my ethnic roomate was sitting on the lap of this 8/10 tall white guy. Suddently she is the one that says Hi to me with a smile.
I proceed to put the pizza in the oven, but someone had already turned it on just before and i slightly burn my finger, I remember hearing chuckles behind me. After that I went back in my room and waited for them to leave to fetch back my pizza, which got half burned.
I felt really shitty that evening, but it’s funny how the brain burries depressing stuff deep. Thank you boyos for helping me remember my best memories
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