I can't believe I've come to this, but I'm actually making metaphysical theories in my head about having some "greater destiny." and I have absolutely no clue where this is coming from.
Basically, I dream and sleep very randomly. For example, I might nap one day because I'm absolutely exhausted (for no real reason) and have 4–6 dreams in a row—or none at all. My fucked-up sleep schedule has maybe caused permanent brain damage or something, because I occasionally get sleep paralysis for no reason. What usually follows are false awakening loops where you "wake up" inside the dream, start panicking, and it gets progressively worse until you finally wake up for real. When I do wake up, I usually get this stinging pain, like my whole body was numb for a century
. Anyway, totally unrelated to this (I think), but I might be suffering from some sleep disorder.
I've had strange occurrences happening, and I personally believe it's like some power giving me visions of the future—specifically, my future. Repeatedly, I get déjà vu moments in real life that line up EXACTLY like they were staged in the dream. For example, about 5ish months ago I talked to a guy on tiktok. I DM'd him once and talked a bit, and all of a sudden it hits me. EVERYTHING I see on my phone—the profile picture, the chat bubbles and their exact positioning, his username being the same character length—was identical to what appeared in my dream, down to the tiniest details.
BUT these déjà vu moments haven't really shown me anything important. Personally, I believe I have to be completely unaware for it to happen. So it's one shit of a "superpower" these are such minor events, and since I can't remember all my dreams, I CAN'T REALLY FUCKING PREDICT ANYTHING.
HOWEVER, around December (this is the last dream that really piqued my curiosity, and also the last one that's decently vivid), I was in front of my screen playing some kind of blocky game—I assume Roblox. The screen seemed at an angle with a very faint yellow tint, so maybe a VA or TN panel (I think I have one, but I'm not sure). In the dream, I remember facing some kind of booth or white desk. There were two different-colored booths on either side. I approached it in first person, then backed off and walked away. As I was walking, I stopped in front of (this is a very rough guess) some kind of girl avatar. It was very odd, but I vaguely remember her avatar's colors (pink, black, and some other color). Then the dream ended. When I woke up, my fucking mind was blown. I spent some time recollecting everything, and the best conclusion I could come to is that I may come into contact with this girl at some point.
KEY NOTE, I can't really tell under what context this happens, which means she could just be a random passerby. Maybe she comments on me or asks a question but gets nowhere and leaves the game. Maybe she despises me and kills me somehow ingame. MAYBE I come into contact with her, talk a bit, she unfriends me, and this is just me encountering her once more. Fuck it could even be a troon. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS. And I've already wasted 2, almost 3 months wishing for this event to happen, but nothing yet— and its not just a possible first contact in months at stake, BUT also proof that I have some grander play on this world .
Basically, I dream and sleep very randomly. For example, I might nap one day because I'm absolutely exhausted (for no real reason) and have 4–6 dreams in a row—or none at all. My fucked-up sleep schedule has maybe caused permanent brain damage or something, because I occasionally get sleep paralysis for no reason. What usually follows are false awakening loops where you "wake up" inside the dream, start panicking, and it gets progressively worse until you finally wake up for real. When I do wake up, I usually get this stinging pain, like my whole body was numb for a century
. Anyway, totally unrelated to this (I think), but I might be suffering from some sleep disorder.I've had strange occurrences happening, and I personally believe it's like some power giving me visions of the future—specifically, my future. Repeatedly, I get déjà vu moments in real life that line up EXACTLY like they were staged in the dream. For example, about 5ish months ago I talked to a guy on tiktok. I DM'd him once and talked a bit, and all of a sudden it hits me. EVERYTHING I see on my phone—the profile picture, the chat bubbles and their exact positioning, his username being the same character length—was identical to what appeared in my dream, down to the tiniest details
.BUT these déjà vu moments haven't really shown me anything important. Personally, I believe I have to be completely unaware for it to happen. So it's one shit of a "superpower" these are such minor events, and since I can't remember all my dreams, I CAN'T REALLY FUCKING PREDICT ANYTHING
.HOWEVER, around December (this is the last dream that really piqued my curiosity, and also the last one that's decently vivid), I was in front of my screen playing some kind of blocky game—I assume Roblox. The screen seemed at an angle with a very faint yellow tint, so maybe a VA or TN panel (I think I have one, but I'm not sure). In the dream, I remember facing some kind of booth or white desk. There were two different-colored booths on either side. I approached it in first person, then backed off and walked away. As I was walking, I stopped in front of (this is a very rough guess) some kind of girl avatar. It was very odd, but I vaguely remember her avatar's colors (pink, black, and some other color). Then the dream ended. When I woke up, my fucking mind was blown. I spent some time recollecting everything, and the best conclusion I could come to is that I may come into contact with this girl at some point.
KEY NOTE, I can't really tell under what context this happens, which means she could just be a random passerby. Maybe she comments on me or asks a question but gets nowhere and leaves the game. Maybe she despises me and kills me somehow ingame. MAYBE I come into contact with her, talk a bit, she unfriends me, and this is just me encountering her once more. Fuck it could even be a troon
. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS. And I've already wasted 2, almost 3 months wishing for this event to happen, but nothing yet— and its not just a possible first contact in months at stake, BUT also proof that I have some grander play on this world .
