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Incelibate anarchist
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I can't even interact with femoids anymore, weather it's just a conversation or ordering at McDonald's. Its just to awful to bear. I haven't had a consensual conversation with a girl since kindergarten or 1st grade. I have trouble with all interactions but interacting with a attractive female is even harder, i usually have my mom do things for me just to avoid meeting people. like ordering stuff or checkout at a store.
I try not to even make eye contact at all but sometime's i accidentally do when I'm changing what I'm looking at,like when im looking at my shoes and i start looking up to look at a sign or the ceiling,then halfway though the transition i see her and of course she's looking at me and my heart kinda sinks and i get more uncomfortable.
A couple years ago I used to basically start falling in love if a girl would look me in the eye's,thinking"maybe if she talks to me i could ask her out or something, i could try to 'court her' like i read about online. But nothing ever happened. And now i know when she looks at me its out of absolute disgust, she looks at me like I'm some pleb sub-human,her first thought is most likely (ugh,he looks like such a loser,he's obviously a virgin who has no gf, he probably watch my little pony and live's his life on the internet,he should KILL HIM SELF so I dont have to interact with his kind) . It really does hurt knowing that's how at least 40% of the population and 98.9% of girl's my age(18) feel's like that.
I wish i could just keep staying home for the rest
of my life and not go anywhere or do anything.
tl;dr: it's over
I try not to even make eye contact at all but sometime's i accidentally do when I'm changing what I'm looking at,like when im looking at my shoes and i start looking up to look at a sign or the ceiling,then halfway though the transition i see her and of course she's looking at me and my heart kinda sinks and i get more uncomfortable.
A couple years ago I used to basically start falling in love if a girl would look me in the eye's,thinking"maybe if she talks to me i could ask her out or something, i could try to 'court her' like i read about online. But nothing ever happened. And now i know when she looks at me its out of absolute disgust, she looks at me like I'm some pleb sub-human,her first thought is most likely (ugh,he looks like such a loser,he's obviously a virgin who has no gf, he probably watch my little pony and live's his life on the internet,he should KILL HIM SELF so I dont have to interact with his kind) . It really does hurt knowing that's how at least 40% of the population and 98.9% of girl's my age(18) feel's like that.
I wish i could just keep staying home for the rest
of my life and not go anywhere or do anything.
tl;dr: it's over