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Why would God create a world, this confusing?
I want to preface by saying I'm not questioning God. God forbid, im just so bewildered on why he would create someone who he knows will have a tough and troubled life?
You might say to test us, to see who is worthy for heaven? But my ultimate question would simply be why?
In my childhood I was best friends with a guy who was tall and liked by everyone and all the girls just thought he was great. I was short, fat and irrelevant back then now I'm just short and irrelevant. Whilst he grew to 6'3 and became rich of selling Class A drugs
I don't know why I am the way I am and he is the way he is, and on top of that why we had to go the same school and be best friends. I think its 10 times worse being close to someone who has everything you want, than having no friends at all. Its one thing seeing someone like meeks live on tutorial through the Internet, but its completely different being in the presence of someone like meeks and growing up with him. Its because I saw his life i despised my own. Experiencing the raw disparity Is truly crushing.
And for the love of pete its not only women!! Its how people treat him with respect and reverence and treat me like the garbage on the sidewalk.
Its not enough that this happened in my childhood, about a year ago I saw him in this new Mercedes with a good looking chick next to him whilst I was riding the bus. Its not enough fate put me through seeing him growing up but fate had to make our paths cross again to teach me my place in this world
To some people this might be sounding like I'm an entitled loser, but I want to make it clear I know I'm not entitled to anything. I'm just giving my life experience
Back to my original question, why ?
Me and this chad both have the same opportunity of going to heaven and hell? So why did it have to be this way?
As opposed to no creation no sadness no happiness no pain no pleasure
I want to preface by saying I'm not questioning God. God forbid, im just so bewildered on why he would create someone who he knows will have a tough and troubled life?
You might say to test us, to see who is worthy for heaven? But my ultimate question would simply be why?
In my childhood I was best friends with a guy who was tall and liked by everyone and all the girls just thought he was great. I was short, fat and irrelevant back then now I'm just short and irrelevant. Whilst he grew to 6'3 and became rich of selling Class A drugs
I don't know why I am the way I am and he is the way he is, and on top of that why we had to go the same school and be best friends. I think its 10 times worse being close to someone who has everything you want, than having no friends at all. Its one thing seeing someone like meeks live on tutorial through the Internet, but its completely different being in the presence of someone like meeks and growing up with him. Its because I saw his life i despised my own. Experiencing the raw disparity Is truly crushing.
And for the love of pete its not only women!! Its how people treat him with respect and reverence and treat me like the garbage on the sidewalk.
Its not enough that this happened in my childhood, about a year ago I saw him in this new Mercedes with a good looking chick next to him whilst I was riding the bus. Its not enough fate put me through seeing him growing up but fate had to make our paths cross again to teach me my place in this world
To some people this might be sounding like I'm an entitled loser, but I want to make it clear I know I'm not entitled to anything. I'm just giving my life experience
Back to my original question, why ?
Me and this chad both have the same opportunity of going to heaven and hell? So why did it have to be this way?
As opposed to no creation no sadness no happiness no pain no pleasure
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