a couple weeks ago i quit and started going to therapy, i told the therapist about how i didn’t really mind that i got fired because i hated the job anyways but have just been feeling like a loser who does nothing all day (which is what i am, but i don’t like feeling like it) and he eventually talked me into applying to college again since i was a mature student and had decent work experience any of my old grades wouldn’t really matter anymore
i majored in an undeclared science for now and have been going there most days to take the classes since the start of this month, so it’s only been a few days but i’m already really exhausted by it
sometimes i’ll see people look at me and it just pisses me off immediately because i start thinking that they’re laughing at me for being there because they’re all like 18 19 and having the time of their lives while i’m just trying to find another route to go down that doesn’t have me wanting to die again
jus feelin p lonely bros i was hoping i’d make a friend here
i majored in an undeclared science for now and have been going there most days to take the classes since the start of this month, so it’s only been a few days but i’m already really exhausted by it
sometimes i’ll see people look at me and it just pisses me off immediately because i start thinking that they’re laughing at me for being there because they’re all like 18 19 and having the time of their lives while i’m just trying to find another route to go down that doesn’t have me wanting to die again
jus feelin p lonely bros i was hoping i’d make a friend here
