Venting decided to go back to school and it’s actually killing me

[whitesabbath]

a couple weeks ago i quit and started going to therapy, i told the therapist about how i didn’t really mind that i got fired because i hated the job anyways but have just been feeling like a loser who does nothing all day (which is what i am, but i don’t like feeling like it) and he eventually talked me into applying to college again since i was a mature student and had decent work experience any of my old grades wouldn’t really matter anymore

i majored in an undeclared science for now and have been going there most days to take the classes since the start of this month, so it’s only been a few days but i’m already really exhausted by it

sometimes i’ll see people look at me and it just pisses me off immediately because i start thinking that they’re laughing at me for being there because they’re all like 18 19 and having the time of their lives while i’m just trying to find another route to go down that doesn’t have me wanting to die again

jus feelin p lonely bros i was hoping i’d make a friend here

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

Mature students are usually given more esteem by lecturers at least

 

[whitesabbath]

Mature students are usually given more esteem by lecturers at least

true maybe they’re cool to talk to, maybe i’ll say hi and see what happens

 

[NarcoCasino]

lol

If you are ugly and male - going to college is the dumbest thing you can do.

Go on the dark web and learn how to do bank fraud.

Forget college.

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

lol

If you are ugly and male - going to college is the dumbest thing you can do.

Go on the dark web and learn how to do bank fraud.

Forget college.

That sounds fucking based

 

[Adolf Kitler]

 

[PolskiKartofel]

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brainrotted zoomercel

 

[PolskiKartofel]

I was in college for one year and it was endless mogging competition

Unfortunately I have to return there

 

[comorange]

I feel that. 27 and classes start in September, I went in person last semester and if they weren’t really old they were really young. I felt out of place on both ends

 

[Dneum912]

I was in college for one year and it was endless mogging competition

Brootal… I thought incels were lying when they said how much of a mogfest college was…

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Brootal… I thought incels were lying when they said how much of a mogfest college was…

I thought too before OctobER 2022

I have to paste some soyddit comment for my loneliness in college

View: https://www.reddit.com/r/Polska/comments/1esqncn/politechnika_wrocławska/li82dc9?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android_app&utm_name=androidcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=2

If you don't see here it's the original text and my translation
"Co XDDDDDD obracam się w środowisku studentów i żeby inni Cię wykluczyli to albo:
1. Trzeba być porządnie jebniętym, ale to wtedy każdy Cię odrzuci w życiu.
2. Mieć ujemny skill w interakcjach międzyludzkich.
A nawet ludzie powyższego typu byli w stanie znaleźć jakąś grupkę swoich na studiach. Musiałeś naprawdę źle trafić."
What XDDDDD? I'm living among students environments and they would exclude you if you're:
1. Real creep, but everyone will reject you
2. Have negative interpersonal skills
Even those type people managed to find some friends/acquaintances. You really had to have bad luck.

Normscums aren't even capable of the notion of being totally rejected subhuman.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

If you don't see here it's the original text and my translation

Comment for my comment about loneliness. They were getting upvotes, while my blackpill experiences (not even views jfl) were downvoted (plebbit moment)