Serious Days start to feel like clones of each other

[Giracel]

Idk what to post anymore because nothing interesting happens. I wake up at some late hour because I can never sleep at night, eat something, play online chess, go on a walk with my brother that is some permutation of trails and streets that have been walked hundreds of times before, play more chess, maybe rot on here but not really because I have zero privacy, finally masturbate at night, etc. I have been applying to jobs because LDAR doesn't make sense for me given I put the effort into earning a degree, but for the moment it might as well be the summer after graduating HS, it really feels no different.

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

Every day is a chore when you are sub5.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

same story here, every day is the same, the same humiliation...

 

[Giracel]

same story here, every day is the same, the same humiliation...

I've also been just struck by isolation. I never even made online friends in adolescence. My brother who is a few years younger did, and it made up for IRL friends (which he has none either) to some extent. Meanwhile I had and continue to have nothing.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

I've also been just struck by isolation. I never even made online friends in adolescence. My brother who is a few years younger did, and it made up for IRL friends (which he has none either) to some extent. Meanwhile I had and continue to have nothing.

I agree, I was always a loner and always will be. The only people older than 10 that I interact with torment me.

 

[WizardInTraining]

NEET life starts to take a toll on you mentally. Makes it very hard to remember specific days or even what day it is.

 

[Thaway]

Yeah i remember when i was a teenager entering adult life. That's how life goes bud, it's the same BS everyday.

 

[Layollyus II]

You should get stimulants and stimulating gadgets

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

Idk what to post anymore because nothing interesting happens. I wake up at some late hour because I can never sleep at night, eat something, play online chess, go on a walk with my brother that is some permutation of trails and streets that have been walked hundreds of times before, play more chess, maybe rot on here but not really because I have zero privacy, finally masturbate at night, etc. I have been applying to jobs because LDAR doesn't make sense for me given I put the effort into earning a degree, but for the moment it might as well be the summer after graduating HS, it really feels no different.

Every day is the same
Normies have stories to tell while I just do my routine

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Every day is a chore when you are sub5.

same story here, every day is the same, the same humiliation...

 

[cripplecel]

Been my life for the past 4 years