SuicideFuel Day at the beach

[BlackPilledNormi]

Today I met up with an old "friend" of mine, we were good friends in middle school, then he changed schools and we saw eachother maybe two or three times in the last years.

We went together to the beach and this was suifuel enough just to be constantly confronted with attractive women and girls, who were all unreachable for me.
But then we talked about the past years and what happened in our past years.
Its always insane how different the lifes of two people who grew up in the same generation and the same region could have gone so differently.
He basically told that, since he was 14 or 15, he fucked 7 or 8 different girls every summer.
Its so insane to me, it seems like he and I wouldnt belong to the same species. Like I would belong to a completly different species that human woman would find repulsive.

 

[6 or 7 million]

Brutal

 

[Luganki]

That is fucking brutal man. Yeah stalking social media of some of the kids I grew up with, I find it hard to believe how some of them ended up hooking up with numerous foids, living a partying hedonist lifestyle that I could only dream of having, some now have stable careers and a couple of the super religious ones even got married. Mind you these people are like in their early to mid 20s. It's insane, meanwhile I never had a job, and I never even held hands with a foid before. I just play the same video games alone in my room that I have been playing since I was like 13, or engage in the same autist hobbies that I have been doing since I was a kid. It's like my mental and social development pretty much stopped when I was like 12-14 while the rest of the world moves on forward

 

[yakusai]

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

It's like my mental and social development pretty much stopped when I was like 12-14 while the rest of the world moves on forward

I feel like my mental development stopped with 16, I can clearly tell that my life and the world moved on but I remain the same person I was back then, there is no progress, no development. The only changes are that depressive phases appearing more often and stay longer and that I realize more and more that my life will remain as sad as it is now

 

[Give Up]

I feel like my mental development stopped with 16, I can clearly tell that my life and the world moved on but I remain the same person I was back then, there is no progress, no development. The only changes are that depressive phases appearing more often and stay longer and that I realize more and more that my life will remain as sad as it is now