NOTICE, IN ORDER TO PROTECT MY IDENTITY I WILL PURPOSELY CHANGE AROUND A FEW THINGS
Day 2;
2 new people, 5’10 ish white normie, and one feminine looking white guy, I pissed off the land whale and she left.
first assignment; write in a journal how we feel,blah blah blah
An hour or two later black Becky shows up, the entire group is now walking in the hallway to the restroom, I start laughing for literally NO FUCKING REASON and put my arm over my mouth, Black Becky notices and tells me “The reason you keep laughing is because you have a small schmeat”
I respond and tell her
1. “You never seen it before, so you wouldn’t know ”
2. “Why you so obsessed about my dick?”
Lunchtime, trans gender man drops his fork and preteen says “It needs some help picking up its fork”, I get nasty fucking stew and rice but I’m fucking hungry and I start eating that shit, Black Becky says that I’m eating like that’s my last meal, I got no fucking response, I’m hungry as shit, I then proceeded to talk to the white normie about FPS games, he seems like he’s a pretty cool guy, he tells me that he feels pretty stressed because his dad wants him to step up and either take control of the company, or get a few stocks when he’s older.
anyway white normie starts to talk to black Becky GG, it’s over and he first asks the group if they want to go to a restaurant with him because he has money and then he personally asks black Becky that, I don’t know why he didn’t go to the white (6/10 I think? I suck at rating people) girl instead. Black Becky then responds that she has something important to do so she declines. A few minutes later, it turns out today is the last day for black Becky so she gets discharged but I managed to give her my dummy Instagram account, I didn’t completely remember the name of my acc but I wrote it down. I then asked her for hers and she gave me hers, I then told the group I was sitting near I was throwing away all of these personal feelings papers away and Black Becky said not to throw away her paper (I’m assuming the one she gave me).
many way I look at her IG account and take A BIG FUCKING BLACKPILL
She looks completely different online, different hairstyle, filters, angles, makeup, lipstick fucking everything, It was like some r/Instagramreality shit, I thought that she gave me a dud until she followed me and then I followed her back. Anyway I looked at her stories and she talked about how she hates when “X” (I’m assuming a close friend or her boyfriend) does something.
even if black Becky does like me, I’m too high inhib and too much of a mentalcel from years of bullying to actually talk to her
TLDR; surprisingly was able to talk to black Becky, then get mogged by white guy much taller than me
Day 2;
2 new people, 5’10 ish white normie, and one feminine looking white guy, I pissed off the land whale and she left.
first assignment; write in a journal how we feel,blah blah blah
An hour or two later black Becky shows up, the entire group is now walking in the hallway to the restroom, I start laughing for literally NO FUCKING REASON and put my arm over my mouth, Black Becky notices and tells me “The reason you keep laughing is because you have a small schmeat”
I respond and tell her
1. “You never seen it before, so you wouldn’t know ”
2. “Why you so obsessed about my dick?”
Lunchtime, trans gender man drops his fork and preteen says “It needs some help picking up its fork”, I get nasty fucking stew and rice but I’m fucking hungry and I start eating that shit, Black Becky says that I’m eating like that’s my last meal, I got no fucking response, I’m hungry as shit, I then proceeded to talk to the white normie about FPS games, he seems like he’s a pretty cool guy, he tells me that he feels pretty stressed because his dad wants him to step up and either take control of the company, or get a few stocks when he’s older.
anyway white normie starts to talk to black Becky GG, it’s over and he first asks the group if they want to go to a restaurant with him because he has money and then he personally asks black Becky that, I don’t know why he didn’t go to the white (6/10 I think? I suck at rating people) girl instead. Black Becky then responds that she has something important to do so she declines. A few minutes later, it turns out today is the last day for black Becky so she gets discharged but I managed to give her my dummy Instagram account, I didn’t completely remember the name of my acc but I wrote it down. I then asked her for hers and she gave me hers, I then told the group I was sitting near I was throwing away all of these personal feelings papers away and Black Becky said not to throw away her paper (I’m assuming the one she gave me).
many way I look at her IG account and take A BIG FUCKING BLACKPILL
She looks completely different online, different hairstyle, filters, angles, makeup, lipstick fucking everything, It was like some r/Instagramreality shit, I thought that she gave me a dud until she followed me and then I followed her back. Anyway I looked at her stories and she talked about how she hates when “X” (I’m assuming a close friend or her boyfriend) does something.
even if black Becky does like me, I’m too high inhib and too much of a mentalcel from years of bullying to actually talk to her
TLDR; surprisingly was able to talk to black Becky, then get mogged by white guy much taller than me
