Blackpill Daily ramblings of a fucked young truecel(textwall warning)

[Kooky Koala Kid]

My day was fucking garbage(water) as usual i’m in uni, and being in uni in itself is just terrible but then I walk around and it feels like Valentine’s day 2.0 out here so many couples so many idle couples in MY fucking way, blocking MY walk to class, as an ugly deformed truecel I’m aware of how lonely I am but the world has to make it brutally obvious that I am one, now it wasn’t even the worst part of my day as I walk through a crowded area and all I get are disgusted stares like i’m some circus freak, like i’m some fucking war criminal or something, and then worst of all, everything in my life is slowly falling apart, at my age all these bluepilled oldfags talk about enjoying life, how does a subhuman like me get the privilege to enjoy life with genes like this? it’s so bad that I get negative attention from random crowds of people, I am on the edge of roping, obviously I had a time in january where life just got to that point and slowly and surely I’ll get to a point where I rope this year, it’s inevitable, my life sucks this fucking bad, if you were able to read this autistic rant by me, thank you. If you didn’t thank you for at least looking at the thread

 

[Poindexter]

as I walk through a crowded area and all I get are disgusted stares like i’m some circus freak, like i’m some fucking war criminal or something

Same shit happens to me i'm always so close to going hERo whenever it happens

Keep up the ramblings bro

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Keep up the ramblings bro

this will most likely be a weekday thing as i just LDAR during the weekends

 

[Stupid Clown]

Brutal.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Can relate
Just getting out of bed feels like a humiliation

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Can relate
Just getting out of bed feels like a humiliation

I physically cannot look in the mirror anymore. But everyone on this website will call me too young JFL

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I physically cannot look in the mirror anymore. But everyone on this website will call me too young JFL

How old

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

How old

18

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

18

Too young you will probably ascend next year if not
welcome to inceldom

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Too young you will probably ascend next year if not
welcome to inceldom

JFL this is what i’m talking about, who is genuinely going to let someone like me ascend

 

[Drekavac]

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

Just ascend already bro

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Just ascend already bro

if only it was that easy

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

just freaking laugh

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

if only it was that easy

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

College is your last chance on life don't rope until then

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

College is your last chance on life don't rope until then

my last chance has been up man, my last chance was conception.

 

[GrandWizard_137]

Give your college the Vtech treatment (in Mindcraft Movie LOLOLOL CHIKEN JOKEY!!!1)

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Give your college the Vtech treatment (in Mindcraft Movie LOLOLOL CHIKEN JOKEY!!!1)

I will most likely rope, the most harmless way to keep everyone else’s soul binded to this shithole while im the only one who gets to leave, sure death is the ultimate equalizer but let these retarded normfags and fucking chads build up all their material possessions, let them gain all the social clout and romantic experience because at the end of the day death is the ultimate equalizer and having others live longer just means they lose a lot more in the long run because everyone runs into an indestructible wall called death

 

[killchad]

I will most likely rope, the most harmless way to keep everyone else’s soul binded to this shithole while im the only one who gets to leave, sure death is the ultimate equalizer but let these retarded normfags and fucking chads build up all their material possessions, let them gain all the social clout and romantic experience because at the end of the day death is the ultimate equalizer and having others live longer just means they lose a lot more in the long run because everyone runs into an indestructible wall called death

Don't rope

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Don't rope

there’s not a good reason not to

 

[killchad]

there’s not a good reason not to

I don't know how to convince you not to do it, but just don't. What if there is a hell? What if you're just a fakecel and haven't realized it yet? What if there comes a surgery that can fix your problems in a few years?

 

[sadlemon]

Between HS, work and Uni. uni was the worst experience for me. So i can relate. It's such a brutal and hostile environment for ugly males

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

I don't know how to convince you not to do it, but just don't. What if there is a hell? What if you're just a fakecel and haven't realized it yet? What if there comes a surgery that can fix your problems in a few years?

i’m too fucking poor for surgery and if hell exists hell would be better than what i’m going through right now

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Between HS, work and Uni. uni was the worst experience for me. So i can relate. It's such a brutal and hostile environment for ugly males

I was thinking about dropping out but everyone would be so angry at me so i’d have to rope at this point

 

[sadlemon]

I was thinking about dropping out but everyone would be so angry at me so i’d have to rope at this point

Just get a job dude, it's not worth it. Unless you can stay motivated i would just drop out. I just couldnt deal with the mogging man, it was ridiculous.

 

[killchad]

I was thinking about dropping out but everyone would be so angry at me so i’d have to rope at this point

Uni was actually a lot better than HS for me, cause everyone in HS knew me and didn't fall for my act

 

[killchad]

i’m too fucking poor for surgery and if hell exists hell would be better than what i’m going through right now

Look, you don't know what your financial situation would be in a few years ... You just have to keep trying. And I promise if hell exists it won't be better, best case you'll be there lonely for eternity like one of those Greek tragedies, worst case you'll be burning for eternity. This is the fate of 99% normies and chads.

 

[killchad]

i’m too fucking poor for surgery and if hell exists hell would be better than what i’m going through right now

Your life's worth more than that

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Look, you don't know what your financial situation would be in a few years

your economic class can’t change in just a few years, it just never was for me

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Your life's worth more than that

what the bluepill???? my life is certainly worth that or less, I was born inferior

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Just get a job dude, it's not worth it. Unless you can stay motivated i would just drop out. I just couldnt deal with the mogging man, it was ridiculous.

again i can’t, everyone would be angry

 

[killchad]

what the bluepill???? my life is certainly worth that or less, I was born inferior

What bluepill? I'm not saying your looks or appearance will get you anything, a lot of us's won't, it's just that I don't think that's what your life's worth. It's certainly worth more than a Chad or a normies' who goes around without a care and ignorant like an animal, takes from the world and doesn't give anything black like a waste of space. We're human... People like us built the world. Those like chads didn't have anything to worry about or struggle against because their looks solved all of their problems. If the world was left to them we'd be stuck in the hunter gatherer age. It's people like you and I who built the technology and tools over several millennia that allow the world to function as it does know. That's what I was saying. Chads or normies cannot create anything useful or meaningful because of the way they experience life, it was us who did that stuff because it was the only way for us to survive.

 

[killchad]

your economic class can’t change in just a few years, it just never was for me

It can change and that's what I'm trying to do right now for myself. Although our situations are different.

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

It can change and that's what I'm trying to do right now for myself. Although our situations are different.

here’s the difference between you and me, at a very young age I’ve already had half the experiences of an old cel there’s truly no saving for someone like me

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

What bluepill? I'm not saying your looks or appearance will get you anything, a lot of us's won't, it's just that I don't think that's what your life's worth. It's certainly worth more than a Chad or a normies' who goes around without a care and ignorant like an animal, takes from the world and doesn't give anything black like a waste of space. We're human... People like us built the world. Those like chads didn't have anything to worry about or struggle against because their looks solved all of their problems. If the world was left to them we'd be stuck in the hunter gatherer age. It's people like you and I who built the technology and tools over several millennia that allow the world to function as it does know. That's what I was saying. Chads or normies cannot create anything useful or meaningful because of the way they experience life, it was us who did that stuff because it was the only way for us to survive.

i’ve lost any creative energy i’ve had, im a spec of dust in the grand scheme of human history

 

[killchad]

i’ve lost any creative energy i’ve had, im a spec of dust in the grand scheme of human history

You just think you've lost it, if you go back to creation and warm up a little it'll show itself again

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

You just think you've lost it, if you go back to creation and warm up a little it'll show itself again

no point

 

[killchad]

no point

Okay whatever you do don't ropemax. Try to ropemin

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I had a fucking bad day too. Been looking at knives and wanting to cut/slash wrists, throat or tie my skipping rope around the shed beams and hang myself. I've nearly made it through today. Its been a fucking bad one.

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

I had a fucking bad day too. Been looking at knives and wanting to cut/slash wrists, throat or tie my skipping rope around the shed beams and hang myself. I've nearly made it through today. Its been a fucking bad one.

my day just started but this seems fucking brutal, anything else that made your day exponentially worse or is that it?

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

my day just started but this seems fucking brutal, anything else that made your day exponentially worse or is that it?

Just something in the air. Woke up and reality decided to smash me in the face like a freight train and depression. Hopefully tomorrow I feel better or at the very lease not like this. I'm getting too old for this shit.

 

[poorenglishcel]

I look at the ground when i am forced to be out of the house. This way i can avoid looking at foids and ruining my mood. Staying at home at least make me forget about the existence of foids. I hate them so much. I don't even feel that i am a human. I feel weird to think that there is another gender.

 

[joaquin_guzman]

Uni was a brutal experience for me, I studied psychology so there was a bunch of foids and a few chads, and all the stacies were after the few chads while I was invisible

So glad I dropped out and dedicated my life to methamphetamine instead

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

Uni was a brutal experience for me, I studied psychology so there was a bunch of foids and a few chads, and all the stacies were after the few chads while I was invisible

I bet being in the humanities side of things is a lot worse than stem

 

[DreamCoper]

What if there is a hell?

Ramblings: “If there is a god, he will have to beg for my forgiveness.”

 

[joaquin_guzman]

I bet being in the humanities side of things is a lot worse than stem

It absolutely is brother, it absolutely is

Ramblings: “If there is a god, he will have to beg for my forgiveness.”

Very well said