janoycresva
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Today I saw my dad and he said, “Janoy, I think you should go see more acne scar doctors, your skin looks old, it’s like you don’t look 20”. This kind of got me upset but I just brushed it off and said “eh, maybe when I’m done with school”. I’ve already seen a few doctors and gotten some procedures done, the improvements were minimal. I’m just looking for the day I can grow a beard. This also got me thinking, I’ve kind of been deluding myself through no fap. I was sort of ignoring the depression and making myself think I’m better than I am by preventing my release of semen to be more confident. I’m starting to think that @BlkPillPres was right on some points, I was probably at my happiest fapping to porn. At least I wouldn’t have to face reality for the time that I’m not able to looksmax. I was also able to focus on school and my career goals much more, maybe fapping is better in the long term. No porn though, I’m quitting that still.
The point is, it’s over when even your own dad says you need to looksmax.
IT will ignore this.
The point is, it’s over when even your own dad says you need to looksmax.
IT will ignore this.
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