ThisLifeKillsMe
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View: https://youtu.be/Cl5Vkd4N03Q?t=31
Shes a BPD foid and I first met her in the psychiatry and she rejected me pretty hard when I confessed to her at the end.
But over the time we met up and the last time we saw she started cuddling with me.
Let me explain,
We were chilling in my bedroom one time (still live at home) watching Dahmer on Netflix and she just sat on my bed instead lieing herself next to me (So close, but yet so far) and when I asked her if she wants to lie next to me she just gave me a disgusted look and said no and said additionally that shes so tired and would fall asleep. It fucked with me pretty good.
Next time we wanted to meet on saturday because sunday was reserved for her boyfriend and she said she didnt feel well and didnt want to come So she said she would come at the next day in the evening. She was again tired but agreed to meet to disagree later so I called her and she comes over for 30 min and asked via whatsapp if I wanted some Sushi so I ofc said yes and normally she doesnt put in a lot of effort into her hairstyle but this time she had a tail and wore a Tshirt where I could see her tits well instead of a hoodie. We went up, I got my balls together and asked her if she wanted to lie next to me, she agreed not too happy but obliged. All of course while we watched netflix and after some time I asked to smoke her IQOS since I forgot my cigs downstairs, she pulled out two cartridges and smoked first. When she was done I layed my hand on her shoulder to signal that it was my turn but instead of giving me her IQOS she turned and snuggled up against me. I then asked for the IQOS and she gave it to me. I smoked and while she watched I felt like I just took some Heroin, cuddling with her made me so happy. I finished and gave it back to her, she then looked ather phone and saidit was time to go.When I offered her to sleep in my bed she said she favors sleeping in her own bed and we went downstairs and she hugged me closely and said seeyou soon.
Next week she was in my city and offered me to pick me up to chill with her at home but I had an appointment with my TheRapist and she wouldve disliked it. She always asks me what I gotta do that day when she comes to my city.
Havent seen her since, but my depressionn was gone bros at that evening and the next day.
FEELS bro FEELS
View: https://youtu.be/Cl5Vkd4N03Q?t=31
Shes a BPD foid and I first met her in the psychiatry and she rejected me pretty hard when I confessed to her at the end.
But over the time we met up and the last time we saw she started cuddling with me.
Let me explain,
We were chilling in my bedroom one time (still live at home) watching Dahmer on Netflix and she just sat on my bed instead lieing herself next to me (So close, but yet so far) and when I asked her if she wants to lie next to me she just gave me a disgusted look and said no and said additionally that shes so tired and would fall asleep. It fucked with me pretty good.
Next time we wanted to meet on saturday because sunday was reserved for her boyfriend and she said she didnt feel well and didnt want to come So she said she would come at the next day in the evening. She was again tired but agreed to meet to disagree later so I called her and she comes over for 30 min and asked via whatsapp if I wanted some Sushi so I ofc said yes and normally she doesnt put in a lot of effort into her hairstyle but this time she had a tail and wore a Tshirt where I could see her tits well instead of a hoodie. We went up, I got my balls together and asked her if she wanted to lie next to me, she agreed not too happy but obliged. All of course while we watched netflix and after some time I asked to smoke her IQOS since I forgot my cigs downstairs, she pulled out two cartridges and smoked first. When she was done I layed my hand on her shoulder to signal that it was my turn but instead of giving me her IQOS she turned and snuggled up against me. I then asked for the IQOS and she gave it to me. I smoked and while she watched I felt like I just took some Heroin, cuddling with her made me so happy. I finished and gave it back to her, she then looked ather phone and saidit was time to go.When I offered her to sleep in my bed she said she favors sleeping in her own bed and we went downstairs and she hugged me closely and said seeyou soon.
Next week she was in my city and offered me to pick me up to chill with her at home but I had an appointment with my TheRapist and she wouldve disliked it. She always asks me what I gotta do that day when she comes to my city.
Havent seen her since, but my depressionn was gone bros at that evening and the next day.
FEELS bro FEELS