SuicideFuel Crying has probably ruined my life

[never began]

I'm pretty autistic, so I have a bad control over my emotions, I am able to fake NT for a few minutes of conversation atleast, but that's not the point.

I cry over literally anything, the slightest bump in the crowd makes my eyes watery, and losing in sports specially so. I remember breaking down crying over losing over getting cheated in a game of chess in 7th grade, that completely destroyed my middle school life.

i don't understand it, it's purely subconscious, I don't feel bad or bummed out when I do, I just cry.

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

damn check your T levels boyo

 

[Animecel2D]

keep crying for me OP

 

[Med Amine]

Just take a shower and you will be ok