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When I remember my old bluepilled days, I think it may have been the cringiest thing I've ever seen. I saw getting women as a game that I just sucked at, and if I tried enough I'd eventually become a pro... so when I got rejection I didn't see it as an embarrassment I just saw it as a funny gaff like I screwed up a basketball shot. I had tinder and had zero luck, the only matches were bots and ghosts. My bio was literally "just a lonely first year trying to escape the friendzone and lose his virginity XD".
Not that the bio had anything to do with my experiences on tinder. Even after some more socially apt friends helped me fix it up, I still had no luck. I would message girls, ask them deep philosophical questions thinking that if they saw how smart i was they would like me. I would subtly brag about my skills in math and computer programming so they would think that in the future I'd be wealthy..... IN FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE.
The worst part is I took PRIDE in my rejections. I saw it as hilarious. The same way when a boomer tries a videogame and fails he laughs because he knows it doesn't matter, or when a girl shoots her Chadnecks gun and fucks up she thinks it's hilarious.... they know it DOESN'T MATTER. I thought the same way towards girls, not realizing it is the single most important determinant in your quality of life and is the transcendent marker of your biological and sociological worth.
Not that the bio had anything to do with my experiences on tinder. Even after some more socially apt friends helped me fix it up, I still had no luck. I would message girls, ask them deep philosophical questions thinking that if they saw how smart i was they would like me. I would subtly brag about my skills in math and computer programming so they would think that in the future I'd be wealthy..... IN FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE.
The worst part is I took PRIDE in my rejections. I saw it as hilarious. The same way when a boomer tries a videogame and fails he laughs because he knows it doesn't matter, or when a girl shoots her Chadnecks gun and fucks up she thinks it's hilarious.... they know it DOESN'T MATTER. I thought the same way towards girls, not realizing it is the single most important determinant in your quality of life and is the transcendent marker of your biological and sociological worth.