Something I thought about recently is how my family, on both my mom's and dad's side of the family, all have friends. Some of them have partners. My sister has friends, my older cousin has friends and they all have girlfriends, cousin included. My young cousin has friends, and an ex. Not all of them have partners but at the very least, they have friends.
I am the only one with neither.
Not in elementary, not in middle school, and not even in high school. With college getting closer I expect my college years to be extremely lonely as well.
Why the fuck are they blessed with the talent of being able to have relationships and make friends, and I'm the only one without either? Am I the illegitimate child of my family or something?
The only thing I can do is socially isolate as much as I can and find a coping method along the way.
I am the only one with neither.
Not in elementary, not in middle school, and not even in high school. With college getting closer I expect my college years to be extremely lonely as well.
Why the fuck are they blessed with the talent of being able to have relationships and make friends, and I'm the only one without either? Am I the illegitimate child of my family or something?
The only thing I can do is socially isolate as much as I can and find a coping method along the way.
