Cope Coping with solitude by doing drugs in the forest

[smitER]

For a few months now I fake going to the school and just go to the forest to either do mushrooms, weed or just daydrink. I do it completely alone because my 2 friends would be complete retards and just start destroying shit or wont shut their damn mouth.
Sometimes I dream about finding an foid in the forest so I can throw animal shit at her and start screaming at her.

 

[deleted dude]

drugs.is

 

[Pancakecel]

Sounds better than sitting in a classroom tbh

 

[retardfuel30]

Is taking shrooms worth it

 

[Izayacel]

Sounds better than sitting in a classroom tbh

 

[Izayacel]

kinda based .

 

[TheSlavicCel]

For a few months now I fake going to the school and just go to the forest to either do mushrooms, weed or just daydrink. I do it completely alone because my 2 friends would be complete retards and just start destroying shit or wont shut their damn mouth.
Sometimes I dream about finding an foid in the forest so I can throw animal shit at her and start screaming at her.

The real truecels cant buy drugs cause they dont have any contacts

 

[smitER]

The real truecels cant buy drugs cause they dont have any contacts

You gotta order online

 

[smitER]

Is taking shrooms worth it

It's nice if you make yourself comfortable. What I can note is that you have a massive urge to stay at the same place for longer, but moving is absolutely necessary bc in my experience if there's no change in scenery, your trip turns shit.
If you get through the full process and maybe process something, it also boosts neuroplasticity so you can embed stuff like going to the gym or stuff into your mind and its easier to integrate them into your schedule

 

[vco]

Bu

For a few months now I fake going to the school and just go to the forest to either do mushrooms, weed or just daydrink. I do it completely alone because my 2 friends would be complete retards and just start destroying shit or wont shut their damn mouth.
Sometimes I dream about finding an foid in the forest so I can throw animal shit at her and start screaming at her.

if you're thinking about how to live your life, what's your plan since you're skipping school? (I do the same without the drugs but I'm planning to rope myself anyway.)

 

[smitER]

Bu

if you're thinking about how to live your life, what's your plan since you're skipping school? (I do the same without the drugs but I'm planning to rope myself anyway.)

Either rope or grow stuff to sell. I dont think I could survive for long periods on my own living off the land, but one can dream, since my family has a plot of land in some forest far far away. Maybe go full neanderthal and get my friends to slave for me so I can build a cabin and then kill myself a year later.

 

[H U N T E R]

Bu

if you're thinking about how to live your life, what's your plan since you're skipping school? (I do the same without the drugs but I'm planning to rope myself anyway.)

Why do you think about hanging yourself?

 

[vco]

Why do you think about hanging yourself?

I'm 18 but it already feels over. On top of that, I'm a genetic defect on top of having a bad neurochemistry that prevents me from experiencing any moment of joy

 

[H U N T E R]

I'm 18 but it already feels over. On top of that, I'm a genetic defect on top of having a bad neurochemistry that prevents me from experiencing any moment of joy

What genetic defect do you have? (If you feel comfortable saying it)

 

[vco]

What genetic defect do you have? (If you feel comfortable saying it)

I don't like to go into specifics, but I don't think it's much worse than what the average dude here is dealing with.

 

[H U N T E R]

Ok no problem, I cause disgust in people. I’m a 3/10 in appearance. People look at me with disgust, call me ugly and weird right to my face they don’t even try to hide it.

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Honestly not a bad thing, Society sucks so just go out and create yourself a place where you can forget about it a few moments.

I dont want to sound cocky or morale faggotrish, but does this make you happy. Not a rethorical question, Im seriously interested if this works as a cope

 

[andrej]

Is taking shrooms worth it

What's your current mental state right now? If you are depressed and anxious I wouldn't recommend it because it can become a bad trip quickly.

 

[smitER]

Honestly not a bad thing, Society sucks so just go out and create yourself a place where you can forget about it a few moments.

I dont want to sound cocky or morale faggotrish, but does this make you happy. Not a rethorical question, Im seriously interested if this works as a cope

Yeah, it gives me peace. I tend to overanalize my every action, posture and voice when ANYONE is around, and in the forest I dont have to do that. I can do stupid shit in the forest and enjoy myself and no one gaf, it's so awesome imo.

 

[retardfuel30]

What's your current mental state right now? If you are depressed and anxious I wouldn't recommend it because it can become a bad trip quickly.

It’s pretty bad ngl. I’m just looking for ways to make my life less miserable

 

[smitER]

It’s pretty bad ngl. I’m just looking for ways to make my life less miserable

Take valerian and keep your blood sugar in the norms. Calming stuff works wel too, but the main thing about avoiding a bad trip is grounding and calming yourself. I was gonna kms last year but I did shrooms and I was happy for like a week after and I wasn't really that depressed after for a few months.

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

The real truecels cant buy drugs cause they dont have any contacts

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

You gotta order online

Mogs me for having these skills