Damn. I feel for you mate. Your testosterone is very high, you are still quite bluepilled in your thinking about women. You are almost crawling out of your own skin wanting sex. Give up on the oneitis. Go to a hooker to satisfy your sexual urges before they consume you. Contrary to your thinking the black pill is helped by the decreasing testosterone levels we experience in our 30's and 40's. I myself have noticed it.
You need to develop methods for controlling your feelings. They are a weakness. You need to get hard or the world is going to gobble you up and shit you out.
