Venting Considering jumping in front of a truck but scared i wont die

[patheticmanletcel]

im going to the gym in a few hours (yeah i know stupid cope nothing will change when it comes to women but im trying to feel not so weak and pathetic) and im gonna cross a highway and some truck pass there sometimes and, uh idk, its my only good option, i cant rope in home because im never alone, but im so scared that i will just get really hurt and agonizing in the middle of the street and not actually die idk fuck guys i dont wanna sound like a att whore but i need to vent and have no where else to post this shit fuck

 

[patheticmanletcel]

im a pathetic coward i wont have the courage to do it whatever i hate my life fuck im trapped in this forever

 

[Deleted member 3291]

You know if you really wanted to end it you would have given up on everything. That’s not the case for you.

 

[nausea]

hmmm

 

[patheticmanletcel]

You know if you really wanted to end it you would have given up on everything. That’s not the case for you.

yeah im a a coward and i wont do it

 

[Kointo1]

It's not worth it if you become a vegetable. You can try to get a gun if you live in the US.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

yeah im a a coward and i wont do it

Well if you really wanted to end it you wouldn’t be making a post about it and it would already be done wait it out and see how it goes speaking from personal experience

 

[Deleted member 3291]

All I can say is cope until you rope, maybe something will change

 

[nausea]

It's not worth it if you become a vegetable. You can try to get a gun if you live in the US.

bah

 

[nausea]

All I can say is cope until you rope, maybe something will change

cioran knew betta

 

[nausea]

m trapped in this forever

nah

 

[Kointo1]

bah

You are a sheep?

 

[nausea]

You are a sheep?

change avi

 

[Kointo1]

change avi

To what?

 

[nausea]

To what?

you know kukointo

 

[Kointo1]

you know kukointo

Is it showing up?

 

[nausea]

Is it showing up?

yezzzzzzzzzzzzzz

gift?

 

[Kointo1]

yezzzzzzzzzzzzzz

gift?

I don't want a gift

 

[nausea]

I don't want a gift

this is not good

 

[dankascholon]

take a cyanide and then shot yourself in head bro