It wil be first time ı tell this story somewhere so no one knows it except you guys.when ı was 5 years old ı used to stay in countryside with my relatives every summer and one day my three relatives beated me hard ı tried fight back ı failed because ı was 5 years old at the time and they were 17-18 years old they beated me so hard,insulted me and one of them peed on me it was near to a cliff this cliff was high but no so high but enough to die if ı fall as a 5 years old kid and they tried push me there so ı can fall but ı resisted hard and my grandpa(R.I.P granpa)came and saw it and beated them and punished. I was so young at this time so it left me much more damages ı felt like a worthless piece of shit and ı tried kill myself at 5 years old. I think this is a reason why ı have obsessive compulsive disorder. in following years ı saw so many deaths like a man got shoot in head by a shotgun front of me in my hood and ı had to clean brain particles,one guy got stabbed for ten times in front of me and ı even don't say bloody fights ı been in.
Now ı think how time is changed. I'm not a this little boy anymore.ı have seen so many things,been in bloody fights and survived,even went to prison once and now ı see these relatives beated me once. I'm taller than them,stronger than them and can break their skulls now. I just needed to express myself and it was a secret. And ı'd like to see if any of you guys do confession here.
I don't remember any other time my humanity got insulted that hard. ı'll never forget it
Now ı think how time is changed. I'm not a this little boy anymore.ı have seen so many things,been in bloody fights and survived,even went to prison once and now ı see these relatives beated me once. I'm taller than them,stronger than them and can break their skulls now. I just needed to express myself and it was a secret. And ı'd like to see if any of you guys do confession here.
I don't remember any other time my humanity got insulted that hard. ı'll never forget it
