Commitment to lifemax with no girl affection

[fuckinggarbage]

Hello, this is a thread for myself, each day that I do everything I planned without letting my obsesión to have a relationship with a girl to ruin it, I will post a reply.
This is a try to order my life and develop a mentality that lets me live normally without thinking about girls and ofcourse without necessarily having a relationship.
I wan to do this for a month, 30 days, after that I hope to have built enough resistance and a routine that leads to fulfill my goals.

If i fail any day I will stop posting

 

[Emba]

Hello, this is a thread for myself, each day that I do everything I planned without letting my obsesión to have a relationship with a girl to ruin it, I will post a reply.
This is a try to order my life and develop a mentality that lets me live normally without thinking about girls and ofcourse without necessarily having a relationship.
I wan to do this for a month, 30 days, after that I hope to have built enough resistance and a routine that leads to fulfill my goals.

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Ok

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 0
It's already night when I'm starting so today doesn't count but I still will post a reply, the plan is to sleep early, order my house and cook a healthy meal

 

[unuser]

Girls are a physiological need for us

It's like trying to be ok with living without water

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 1
Started well, got up early and went to work, I won't play any game and work hard, after that I want to do some phisical activity, study a bit and cook some food instead of buying it. Lastly I hope to practice guitar and some dj stuff

Girls are a physiological need for us

It's like trying to be ok with living without water

But we can alter our mind

 

[WizardofSoda]

Writers as an example find what works for them. Can't remember which English writer it was but one of the biggest ever he found he took a long walk in the morning then would come back and write for around 4 hours each day or 5 days a week.

Can't remember if he ate breakfast before he did the walk and writing each day. But that was his routine.

For me my writing I go where I have Godlike ability to go deep and great energy some days and I make great progress. Then like over the last week and a half I couldn't think deeply and I was exhausted so I was mainly sleeping.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

You're fighting your biology? I'm sorry to say, but if you fight nature, you will lose.

 

[highinhibition]

You know what a commitment is?

You give a commitment to us

And then we give you a challenge

You respond to the challenge

And we check whether your response alligns to your commitment

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 2
This morning I did more than I did in an entire day last week, the rest of the plan is to do all the work i have delayed so I can start with my own project, then I plan to study for a while, go to the gym, fix my stereo, clean the house and start planing something to do this weekend.
Practicing guitar, gym and housekeeping stuff will be a daily routine from now

Writers as an example find what works for them. Can't remember which English writer it was but one of the biggest ever he found he took a long walk in the morning then would come back and write for around 4 hours each day or 5 days a week.

Can't remember if he ate breakfast before he did the walk and writing each day. But that was his routine.

For me my writing I go where I have Godlike ability to go deep and great energy some days and I make great progress. Then like over the last week and a half I couldn't think deeply and I was exhausted so I was mainly sleeping.

My therapist recommended exactly that

You know what a commitment is?

You give a commitment to us

And then we give you a challenge

You respond to the challenge

And we check whether your response alligns to your commitment

I gave me this challenge because it's what I want to do but is difficult to the point that I never made it, feel free to check my response

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 3
Today started well, made lunch and went to work. I'm finally fixing something I had to fix for over a year and learning new stuff related to my work. I'm a bit anxious but the pills will help.
After work i have to buy some stuff that I had in my list for too long and after that plan A is go to a party with a chick but she will probably refuse so plan B is invite a friend but it can also fail so plan C is install my new speakers and study

 

[Richard Coper]

Day 4

I gave up

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 4
I gave up selecting those damn buses to enter the site XD so this is one day late
It's Saturday so I just wake up, today I will take things calmly, the plan is to work 4 hs and study 2 without distractions, I also want to transplant the first plant into a bigger pot and walk 2km to ease my mind.
Yesterday I went to the party but sadly I drank too much, since I want to fix that im including "always drink only 4 or less soft drinks" as a permanent plan and I will probably lower it more. The good part is I also managed to install my new speakers.

I have to admit that yesterday was a difficult day, I felt really tired, although it was probably for all the exercise I'm doing and my diet, I'm glad I managed to complete the plan or I wouldn't be writing this.

 

[GhostedPhantom]

I'm glad you're still going but I wish I had as much lifefuel as you. It's impossible for me to stay motivated with nothing to look forward to.

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 5
Today I have plans to visit a swimming pool on the outskirts of the city, work around 5hs and do some cardio. After that I plan to start dancing clases.

I'm glad you're still going but I wish I had as much lifefuel as you. It's impossible for me to stay motivated with nothing to look forward to.

There is something to look forward, a better life, my life fuel right now is in part this challenge and the fact that if i fail this i will lose my self respect and any credibility in myself.
I'm also very competitive and hate the idea that chads are better than me so I keep trying to improve.
I would say that this challenge is my motivation.

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 6
The plan is like always going to work the earliest possible and mix some study HS but also I plan to clean my backyard and put some time in one of my hobbies.
Also (I think this doesn't work but I want to try) I will spend a very small amount of time watching those pick up artist videos every day and also trying what they teach

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 7
Exactly the same as day 6 but I will also start a tooth withening treatment

 

[Richard Coper]

Day 7
Exactly the same as day 6 but I will also start a tooth withening treatment

Make them as white as they can be

 

[totalcel]

Monk maxxing

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 8
Today I plan to get a nice haircut, start planning my vacations, start therapy and continue with all the other stuff I'm doing everyday.

Make them as white as they can be

Be sure of that

Monk maxxing

Not exactly since I'm not restricting myself from pussy or girls, I'm just trying to lifemax without needing them, if i get some great if not also great

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 9
I already want to stop this but I will continue for now, it's still bearable.
Today I'm going to keep working a bit more, without distractions, buy groceries and go home and do cardio for 30min
I also have to make an appointment with my doctor and organize my phone(because I need some distraction of how bad is my life).
I will also create a tinder profile with photoshopped photos.

I'm sure today I feel like shit because I forgot to take my meds. It's unreal how 2 pills can change your life

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 10
Since I started this challenge I got rejected 4 times but I will stay strong. I don't really have anything new to do so I will put some restrains, from now I won't play any games if I have other things to do and I won't eat sweets except if i have to do it to not be akward when I'm with someone.
This is going to be hell from now

 

[UnabomberJunior]

Bro, stop this torture.

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 11
I plan to work all day and do some cardio at night.
Other stuff I must do is:
Fix my window
Get an appointment with someone who can fix my jaw and face, I have forgotten how recessed is my jaw and today I saw it, I want to cry.
Start mewing and facial exercises every day, twice a day
Start bodybuilding seriously so maybe I can change the attention from my face to my pectorals

Bro, stop this torture.

The torture is to live like a monster parasite isolated from society and despised by girls

 

[IjustNeedaFwend]

helth mogs me

 

[El Enemigo]

Mirin tbh

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 12
Today I plan to work until 8 but I will take some breaks to run, and do some sports.
After that I i don't plan to do anything specific.
I'am reducing the amount of alcohol I can drink from 4 soft drinks to 1 soft drink.

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 13
Today I will start a serious bodybuilding program after work. I may take some roids.
I will make my diet as stricter as possible.
I will create a backup of my files (not porn, actually I don't have any porn) and organize them.
I will watch

 

[Excluded]

I may take some roids

Just dont. You wont ascend so why are you gonna mess with your health?

 

[Intellectual Giant]

's me

 

[NoAccountability]

Keep going , hope you make it.

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 15
Yesterday I didn't post anything and today nether will. The reason: I found that I didn't have new stuff to do and some stuff I have planned will take time to be done. I realized that it's not about how many thing you start but how many you complete so from now I will only post when I have to do something new or I would be just repeating the previous day.
What I can say is that after 15 days of this challenge I got a lot of willpower and motivation and also I don't feel so often the need of affection from girls.
I will keep writing my day plan to myself cos I found that really useful.

Just dont. You wont ascend so why are you gonna mess with your health?

You are right, I will start clean and I'll see if I take creatine

's me

It's the only path with no end

Keep going , hope you make it.

Be sure of it, I won't lose this battle

EDIT: Actually I have something to post today, I wasn't watching porn since day 0 but I will set it as a restriction here because it really helped me, I wont watch porn unless I'm with a girl (yea laugh)

 

[Richard Coper]

You are still doing it?

 

[Deleted member 40686]

good idea

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 22
Today I will resume doing some stuff and I will get an appointment with my dermatologist to smoothmax.
I will put more energy in everything I do and start investing and learning seriously how to invest.

Since the last time I posted here I slowly started to decline to the point where I may fail so this post is a booster like an energy drink
I will be back tomorrow

You are still doing it?

Yes I won't lose

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Day 31
I did it.
This really helped me, I will take a 1 day break and start a new challenge.

 

[Loner94]

Brutal

 

[Richard Coper]

What no pussy does to a mf

Brutal