Here it is again. College Prom. I didn't even know it was tonight until a girl who I am orbitting told me at a cocktail bar. Apparently, you need to get invited and I am one of the only students who wasn't. Then, she chatted with the guys next to me and I paid then left. She did not notice.
I need to finish an app tonight. She had complained about how lonely she was though, begging me to come so I went and had two cocktails. People have been rude to me all day and I had an awful week.
After leaving the bar I bought a pack of Camel Crush from the gas station and smoked 1 on the way back. I had been off cigs for months but thought why not. Then, when I returned to my house I asked an incel Chink roommate if he wanted to smoke a few cigs and drink. He looked at me funny and said he would be down. I got 2 devil's backbones: one for me and one for him. After smoking 3 cigs outside and finishing mine, he still did not come out. I went back to my room and he never once knocked on my door to ask how I was doing.
I had to code but I was extremely depressed and did not want to. I drank the beer that would have been his, took 4 energy drinks from the fridge and chugged them down. Then I went all the way with some febre3ze. After masturbating to vore on YouTube it is time to code.
By the way, the app idea was from a business major and he is getting 80% of the revenue in exchange for raising funds. He wants me finished by tomorrow at 3 so I will likely be up all night now.
I do not feel anything good from any of these substances except for pure unpleasant numbness and brain damage. I wish I was back where what I want is legal. However, my mind is so impaired that I couldn't even find the crying beta image on google to post at the end.
I need to finish an app tonight. She had complained about how lonely she was though, begging me to come so I went and had two cocktails. People have been rude to me all day and I had an awful week.
After leaving the bar I bought a pack of Camel Crush from the gas station and smoked 1 on the way back. I had been off cigs for months but thought why not. Then, when I returned to my house I asked an incel Chink roommate if he wanted to smoke a few cigs and drink. He looked at me funny and said he would be down. I got 2 devil's backbones: one for me and one for him. After smoking 3 cigs outside and finishing mine, he still did not come out. I went back to my room and he never once knocked on my door to ask how I was doing.
I had to code but I was extremely depressed and did not want to. I drank the beer that would have been his, took 4 energy drinks from the fridge and chugged them down. Then I went all the way with some febre3ze. After masturbating to vore on YouTube it is time to code.
By the way, the app idea was from a business major and he is getting 80% of the revenue in exchange for raising funds. He wants me finished by tomorrow at 3 so I will likely be up all night now.
I do not feel anything good from any of these substances except for pure unpleasant numbness and brain damage. I wish I was back where what I want is legal. However, my mind is so impaired that I couldn't even find the crying beta image on google to post at the end.
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