Venting College is pure suifuel

[PolskiKartofel]

I don't want to live when I attend college. It's like wageslaving without wage. It's literally makes me sick.
College is perfect place to divide us from "normal" people. Normal because they in the majority, but we, collegecels, are the oppressed ones, mainly because of our interpersonal failures, mental illnesses and physical subhuman features.
Seeing constant happy people make me sick. They are making their own cliques, those cliques can affect on other ones, but very rarely for a single person. I have no group as the only person from my faculty group.
I used to be one of the best, the highest grade students. My mental health doesn't allow me to work on higher revolves. So here on college I'm one of the worst and talking muh relationships aren't important is stupid.
My mental disorders are deepening, I'm not looking for attention, but I don't feel like a human being. I was joined to daily psychiatric hospital (Oddział dzienny - a few hours spent there daily, not a closed facility). I'm wondering if I should make a one year break from that hell on Earth.
Has it ever begun? No life, no memories, no future.

 

[Roscomnadzor]

Why spend time at something you don't even enjoy

 

[Nemesis]

Remember, that actual learning in collage/school is only a part of it. The another one is socialisation. You need a balanse of two, if you don't have one, it will be harder for you to save just one. Simply, because you have no motivation to learn in place when you are treated like a shit and an enemy by everyone

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Why spend time at something you don't even enjoy

No job after that type of high school which I graduated. No experience, no skills so only manual and/or low-paid jobs.

 

[GhostedPhantom]

I used to be one of the best, the highest grade students. My mental health doesn't allow me to work on higher revolves. So here on college I'm one of the worst and talking muh relationships aren't important is stupid.

 

[Ghostface]

No job after that type of high school which I graduated. No experience, no skills so only manual and/or low-paid jobs.

me

 

[greggymex7]

HS too

 

[PolskiKartofel]

HS too

Claas in HS consisted of 34 people, now we have here 90 people

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Only 1.5h and tomorrow left. Till February 2024

 

[LeFrenchCel]

University is the most blackpilling experience an incel can have.

You are so close to the action, yet so far from it.
You see everyday people who fully live their life without the burden of being incel, who have sex on a daily basis, while we rot alone.

 

[Asgard]

I can't go to college due to having a painfully average IQ.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

I can't go to college due to having a painfully average IQ.

My IQ is also very average, but in postsoviet countries the only well paid jobs (white collar, blue collar also need skills) are gained by experience and skills (so college needed) or connections (for example someone in family has their own company/business)

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Too much attractive females on my faculty, nevER began for me.
Now I'm going back home 90km away and I will be able to practice guitar and bass playing. The only copes left

 

[Asgard]

My IQ is also very average, but in postsoviet countries the only well paid jobs (white collar, blue collar also need skills) are gained by experience and skills (so college needed) or connections (for example someone in family has their own company/business)

Are you studying STEM?

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Are you studying STEM?

If something between economics, human and resources management and programming is there, then yes.

 

[Asgard]

If something between economics, human and resources management and programming is there, then yes.

What are your grades? A+ (or 9/10s, in European score system)?

 

[PolskiKartofel]

What are your grades? A+ (or 9/10s, in European score system)?

Grades from 2.0 (negative) to 5.5 (only mentioned) or 5.0 and in-between 3.0 (the lowest positive), 3.5, 4.0, 4.5. Different from high school grades. My grades comparing to high school are ridiculously low.

I used to be one of the best, the highest grade students. My mental health doesn't allow me to work on higher revolves. So here on college I'm one of the worst and talking muh relationships aren't important is stupid.

This

 

[Asgard]

Grades from 2.0 (negative) to 5.5 (only mentioned) or 5.0 and in-between 3.0 (the lowest positive), 3.5, 4.0, 4.5. Different from high school grades. My grades comparing to high school are ridiculously low.


This

Higher grades are linked to above-average IQ. No way you're "average". I have an IQ of 106 and, despite all the hard-work, I barely made it through high school.

No offense.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Higher grades are linked to above-average IQ. No way you're "average". I have an IQ of 106 and, despite all the hard-work, I barely made it through high school.

No offense.

Tbh I don't know my exact IQ amount. When I was tested as a primary school child then last class in secondary school there were firstly high (130-145) and then above average IQ (115-130). One time I made Norway Mensa test in 1.30am and after giving up last 5 questions I scored 121. Mental disorders are said to damage brain so I could became basically stupid or very low motivated, so I don't have scores in learning.

 

[sultryloser]

University is the most blackpilling experience an incel can have.

You are so close to the action, yet so far from it.
You see everyday people who fully live their life without the burden of being incel, who have sex on a daily basis, while we rot alone.

That's possibly the only time they'll get sex that easily, so it's usually the highlight or their life, or a little earlier if they had conditions to get a JB gf in HS.
I do feel terrible for the fringe group of incels in universities that aren't really that fringe anymore. It's like, what, 30% of guys are incelled there?

 

[PolskiKartofel]

University is the most blackpilling experience an incel can have.

Exactly, too much foids here. And attractive foids are also present, which makes me more depressed.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

That's possibly the only time they'll get sex that easily, so it's usually the highlight or their life, or a little earlier if they had conditions to get a JB gf in HS.
I do feel terrible for the fringe group of incels in universities that aren't really that fringe anymore. It's like, what, 30% of guys are incelled there?

I don't think there are that much unicels.

But yeah it's supposed to be your best chance and the easiest way for people to get sex.
If you can't get sex at uni, it's over for you.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Exactly, too much foids here. And attractive foids are also present, which makes me more depressed.

How many years of uni do you still need to do?

 

[PolskiKartofel]

How many years of uni do you still need to do?

2.5 (planned February 2026), 5 semesters left to complete bachelor's/engineer's degree and possible another 3 semesters for master's degree, but I heard most people find jobs after that first graduation

 

[Chudpreet]

I don't want to live when I attend college. It's like wageslaving without wage. It's literally makes me sick.

Put it perfectly

I call it collegeslaving. At least wageslaving is more straightforward. Collegeslaving gives you a similar brutal schedule but on top of that you don’t just complete assigned work, you also have to study. The fact that it’s mostly just to get a piece of paper also makes it such a horrid scam

 

[AlchemistOfDreams]

Put it perfectly

I call it collegeslaving. At least wageslaving is more straightforward. Collegeslaving gives you a similar brutal schedule but on top of that you don’t just complete assigned work, you also have to study. The fact that it’s mostly just to get a piece of paper also makes it such a horrid scam

It's really insane just how many people all across the world think about college the same way

College is so fucking soul consuming. Following a brutal wageslave routine and then having to solve assignments and study(90% of which you will not even need). At least wagecucks can use their phones during work.

I think College is just a way for Elites to introduce the masses to the way of life they want us to spend. Weak, tired and working our bodies to death to make them rich.

 

[AlchemistOfDreams]

I don't want to live when I attend college. It's like wageslaving without wage. It's literally makes me sick.
College is perfect place to divide us from "normal" people. Normal because they in the majority, but we, collegecels, are the oppressed ones, mainly because of our interpersonal failures, mental illnesses and physical subhuman features.
Seeing constant happy people make me sick. They are making their own cliques, those cliques can affect on other ones, but very rarely for a single person. I have no group as the only person from my faculty group.
I used to be one of the best, the highest grade students. My mental health doesn't allow me to work on higher revolves. So here on college I'm one of the worst and talking muh relationships aren't important is stupid.
My mental disorders are deepening, I'm not looking for attention, but I don't feel like a human being. I was joined to daily psychiatric hospital (Oddział dzienny - a few hours spent there daily, not a closed facility). I'm wondering if I should make a one year break from that hell on Earth.
Has it ever begun? No life, no memories, no future.

Honestly brocel if you live in First world and are in first year then consider exploring alternate career paths and dropping out. Many people quit college because the hectic schedule isn't for them.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Honestly brocel if you live in First world and are in first year then consider exploring alternate career paths and dropping out. Many people quit college because the hectic schedule isn't for them.

No dropout for my lack of skills and experience and connections of my parents or relatives

My IQ is also very average, but in postsoviet countries the only well paid jobs (white collar, blue collar also need skills) are gained by experience and skills (so college needed) or connections (for example someone in family has their own company/business)

 

[AlchemistOfDreams]

No dropout for my lack of skills and experience and connections of my parents or relatives

Post soviet country so can't quit college lol. Well if if it's any condolences you can know trades or other line of work aren't much better. You grind a lot less but there is alot of physical labour involved.


Make sure to get good sleep during college. Lack of sleep will lower your health and hence SMV even further.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

2.5 (planned February 2026), 5 semesters left to complete bachelor's/engineer's degree and possible another 3 semesters for master's degree, but I heard most people find jobs after that first graduation

Still a lot of time...
Stay strong bro