Venting chronic oneitis I want to die

[Tempest]

I've been obsessed with the same foid for 5 years. She's really beautiful and lovely, I think of her day and night. We were "friends" at one point (before I went back to blackpill) but I scared her off really quick. I'm unsettling to most people, my face sure doesn't help. I was very stalkerish towards her after she rejected me, nothing too horrible but I shouldn't say. Now I think she hates me. I can't hate her, I only think of how much I want to hurt her. She was too nice to me, I should have known better and fucked off so I wouldn't be so fucking crippled in the now. I fucking ruin everything. I keep thinking I could have manipulated her, she's fragile.
I don't think I can get over her. My life is mundane now. I stopped doing drugs, I'm slightly better off, I'm trying to maximize happiness but I'm still suffering from various conditions. My PTSD is worse than it's ever been because I quit self medicating with hard shit. No matter what, I think of her. It's so over. I could see an escort and fuck it out but I don't think my brain would allow me to.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

You'll be happier on drugs so go back to taking them

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Strong post and brutal. She is a dumb cunt and nothing you could have done.

 

[Tempest]

Strong post and brutal. She is a dumb cunt and nothing you could have done.

fuck my life

 

[Tempest]

You'll be happier on drugs so go back to taking them

I quit because I kept doing stupid shit that could send me to prison. She was about to get a restraining order on me

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I quit because I kept doing stupid shit that could send me to prison. She was about to get a restraining order on me

So you lived near her? go kill her.

 

[Vector2800]

A girl that you are obsessed about is very dangerous for you. It can cause you to make a big mistake that can fuck up your life. What you need to realize is that no foid is “the one”. This foid that you are obsessed about doesn’t care about you. She is getting fucked by Chad right now. I used to be like you when I was younger, and I made a bad mistake that I regret. Read my thread on why it is dangerous to be obsessed over one foid.

I stalked a girl in high school

I just came back from a self-ban after a couple months due to mental health issues. No one cares about that pussy shit anyway so let me tell the story of how I stalked a foid in high school that rejected me. This happened over 20 years ago meaning the Feds can’t come after me. I started stalking...

incels.is

 

[theanty]

Interesting banner

 

[ManOfVengeance]

Everything aside I can relate to this, a foid has wronged me once and I was in the state of rage.
Now I do not care anymore.

 

[Tempest]

A girl that you are obsessed about is very dangerous for you. It can cause you to make a big mistake that can fuck up your life. What you need to realize is that no foid is “the one”. This foid that you are obsessed about doesn’t care about you. She is getting fucked by Chad right now. I used to be like you when I was younger, and I made a bad mistake that I regret. Read my thread on why it is dangerous to be obsessed over one foid.

She's dating a foid "non binary" freak. I'm aware why it's dangerous, that's why I quit drugs.
I've given up. She only shows concern for me. I know who she is, not an evil bitch, but no foid could love me. She is like the others. It's not my first rodeo anyway. I will read the thread, thank you brocel

 

[VλREN]

We were "friends" at one point

Mogs me

 

[Tempest]

Interesting banner

Thank you. My old one was scary apparently

 

[Tempest]

So you lived near her? go kill her.

I can't. I have this weird fucking complex about her. I think I need a lobotomy

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

So you lived near her? go kill her.

This one, officer.

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

fuck my life

Even this kind of oneitis passes eventually.

 

[Tempest]

This one, officer.

 

[Tempest]

Even this kind of oneitis passes eventually.

Maybe if I drug my brains out. Still I live and breathe her, I just watch her talk on discord, whatever she posts anywhere...it makes me feel better. I'm so fucking jealous.

She is the kind of foid that prefers fictional characters over real men, despite being very attractive. Autism or something I think. I can watch her do that. Better than Chad. Anything is better than that.

 

[Tempest]

Mogs me

She felt bad. I should have kept it that way. I threatened her instead. Lovingly

 

[Jimb0]

Only five years? It's been almost 10 years for me now

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I can't. I have this weird fucking complex about her. I think I need a lobotomy

Incredibly fucking soy

 

[Tempest]

Incredibly fucking soy

Don't rub it in just yet. Drugmaxxing soon I hope

 

[Caichan]

how people get the oneitis i will never know.

 

[over_department]

how people get the oneitis i will never know.

 

[Monikak]

The last oneitis for me was in my first year of college

 

[psycho123]

Over for oneitiscels (I still rarely think about her)

 

[Itsoverm8]

I sometimes fall in love with foid YouTubers but then I remember they are whores and will always choose Chad

 

[FriendX]

Over for oneitiscels

At this point, it's impressive -- five years?

 

[Tempest]

how people get the oneitis i will never know.

For most people it's just because one foid is super alluring. For me, it's that this one girl was nice to me and listened to me and considered how I felt. Still wouldn't fuck me though. I still miss her. fucking soy

 

[Caichan]

For most people it's just because one foid is super alluring. For me, it's that this one girl was nice to me and listened to me and considered how I felt. Still wouldn't fuck me though. I still miss her. fucking soy

I can’t even get attached to a foid anymore like how i used to when i was younger now i just know if they’re being kind to me it’s for work or they are scared of me idk