It’s so bad to the point I dread going to any family events just because I know I’ll see him there. I genuinely wish I could crush his skull with a hammer sometimes.
He’s almost a foot taller than me, gym-maxxes and takes roids so he has a chad physique, is NT, and lifemogs me in every single way. He wins national competitions for model airplane building and studies aerospace engineering at a good university, has an insanely hot goth gf, and makes good money from crypto without even having to get a job.
Even growing up he was better than me at every single thing- video games, sports, etc, he was taller and stronger than me since the time he was around 8 or 9. He despises me and looks down upon me, he calls me an incel in front of family members often, and sees me as a pathetic manlet sperg who wastes his life and is the failure of the family. Worst part is he’s right. Being around him or even thinking about him fills me with extreme rage and envy.
He’s almost a foot taller than me, gym-maxxes and takes roids so he has a chad physique, is NT, and lifemogs me in every single way. He wins national competitions for model airplane building and studies aerospace engineering at a good university, has an insanely hot goth gf, and makes good money from crypto without even having to get a job.
Even growing up he was better than me at every single thing- video games, sports, etc, he was taller and stronger than me since the time he was around 8 or 9. He despises me and looks down upon me, he calls me an incel in front of family members often, and sees me as a pathetic manlet sperg who wastes his life and is the failure of the family. Worst part is he’s right. Being around him or even thinking about him fills me with extreme rage and envy.
