synthetic opioids turned my life to the better, apparently
DISCLAIMER
i don’t say what i did is good neither do i urge anyone to do the same thing, stay safe and don’t be stupid and reckless like me
so i am an unemployed ass who dropped out of university in the first month of studying, wasted all money i got when i turned 18 in like 10 months, turned 19 couple weeks ago and live with my mom. also have bipolar disorder type 2 (that’s why i dropped out) and severe social anxiety. due to the latter i have a quite dangerous relationships with benzodiazepines, mostly xanax. bout a week ago i went to my friends plug to buy some xans and he offered my 2 pills of tapentadol ER (i also made a post about it here recently) i decided fuck it, let’s try it and spent my last 15 dollars on it. i waited for a day when my mom wont be home and took both of them in within a day. i expected it to kill my sex drive and it kinda did, but i was bored and wanted to watch a movie at my flat with someone, so i went on a dating app and found some 22 yo girl who is a model and a model scout, we got drunk (all this while i’m on both tapentadol and xans) tried to fuck (due to obvious we weren’t very successful) and she offered me to become a model, 3 days later i have about 12 agencies wanting to sign a contract with me
what the actual fuck, why when i try to do something good and right i always fuck up, however when i do the most stupid shit possible (like getting drunk af on benzos and this time with opioids) life decides to give me a gift like this
DISCLAIMER
i don’t say what i did is good neither do i urge anyone to do the same thing, stay safe and don’t be stupid and reckless like me
so i am an unemployed ass who dropped out of university in the first month of studying, wasted all money i got when i turned 18 in like 10 months, turned 19 couple weeks ago and live with my mom. also have bipolar disorder type 2 (that’s why i dropped out) and severe social anxiety. due to the latter i have a quite dangerous relationships with benzodiazepines, mostly xanax. bout a week ago i went to my friends plug to buy some xans and he offered my 2 pills of tapentadol ER (i also made a post about it here recently) i decided fuck it, let’s try it and spent my last 15 dollars on it. i waited for a day when my mom wont be home and took both of them in within a day. i expected it to kill my sex drive and it kinda did, but i was bored and wanted to watch a movie at my flat with someone, so i went on a dating app and found some 22 yo girl who is a model and a model scout, we got drunk (all this while i’m on both tapentadol and xans) tried to fuck (due to obvious we weren’t very successful) and she offered me to become a model, 3 days later i have about 12 agencies wanting to sign a contract with me
what the actual fuck, why when i try to do something good and right i always fuck up, however when i do the most stupid shit possible (like getting drunk af on benzos and this time with opioids) life decides to give me a gift like this
I legitimately hope his fucking face gets mangled.
Same
A life we can only dream of.
a shitskin muslim or pajeet should splash this fags face with acid so we mog him and feel what we feel every day
He drunkenly blunders into fame
"Just get your shit together bro" meanwhile chad gets a job as the result of a drug binge
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