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While driving back from a skiing trip with a few of my family members, we decided to stop at a gas station to use the bathroom and get some drinks and snacks. There was a dude rushing out of the bathroom and other people followed him to avoid the smell saying, "that guy just shit himself". The other guys there and I just laughed it off and went back to what we were doing. Pulling out of the gas station I saw the dude getting cleaned up by a cute laughing Asian girl and another girl was right next to her. I found myself deeply envying their playfulness and adolescent spirits. Even though I'm only 16, I feel crushed by the fact that I will most likely never get that comfortable with women because of my flawed social skills and my closed growth plates leaving me stuck at 5'5.5". I took a step back and realized how ridiculous it was that I was envying a dude who just shit himself but that was just the surface, inside there was something special that I will probably never experience.
While driving back from a skiing trip with a few of my family members, we decided to stop at a gas station to use the bathroom and get some drinks and snacks. There was a dude rushing out of the bathroom and other people followed him to avoid the smell saying, "that guy just shit himself". The other guys there and I just laughed it off and went back to what we were doing. Pulling out of the gas station I saw the dude getting cleaned up by a cute laughing Asian girl and another girl was right next to her. I found myself deeply envying their playfulness and adolescent spirits. Even though I'm only 16, I feel crushed by the fact that I will most likely never get that comfortable with women because of my flawed social skills and my closed growth plates leaving me stuck at 5'5.5". I took a step back and realized how ridiculous it was that I was envying a dude who just shit himself but that was just the surface, inside there was something special that I will probably never experience.
