It was a cold sunny morning and as I headed to my car to drive to work for wage-slaving. I saw a disturbing sight, there was a curry who was muscular but probably a manlet and there was a light-skinned decent looking foid holding onto his large biceps. From a distance he looked at least average but perhaps his eyes were more attractive close-up. She was staring at them with admiration and desire and kept looking and smiling at him. This curry was giving an extremely smug and proud smile. He even looked at me with a smirk, I was deeply disturbed by this sight, but didn't go any closer to inspect as it was time for me to head to work.
A few days before a former friend of mine had contacted me again asking about work, he found a job as a therapist despite studying STEM. I thought it strange, he would contact me periodically perhaps once a year. He had contacted me last year and revealed he had travelled to South America, danced with women and even been in a long term relationship with a woman. He showed me a picture and she was a fat white chick, probably a 3/10, and he was holding her. This guy is a dark-skinned black looking tamil with acne scarring, his facial bones are recessed but his facial features are alright and I would say he's probably average.
Back in Middle School he was considered repulsive because of his acne and dark skin, girls avoided him like the plague. But he moved to India and did High School at an international school. Just like me he is diagnosed autistic. As I conversed with him further he revealed more disturbing details, he had gone to prom and danced with a girl in high school. He has likely been on more dates though he didn't reveal details. He has been clubbing and hung around women, I had seen pictures of him hugging women on social media. I didn't ask him how many girls he has kissed but he was shy in revealing details. After some prodding, he revealed to me that he lost his virginity to the girl he was in a long-term relationship. The most disturbing detail he revealed was he received 4 or 5 matches on Tinder messaged with a girl and she gave him her phone number. She went to a nearby college and he plans on meeting her after getting comfortable with his new job. Worst part is he's only 5'7'' and looks beta, I am 2-3 inches taller and look masculine but because my face is 3.5/10, I can't get a single girl.
At work I met a Sri Lankan guy who looked like a South Indian curry, he told me he was married and had a kid with a woman . I thought he was older but it turns out he's only 29. While he did meet the girl in Sri Lanka, he was also average looking and extremely short probably 5'5''. He had good undereye support and browridge but had bug eyes and a recessed jaw, chin and mandible. One of the older boomers at work mentioned about getting me a woman after I admitted I don't have a gf, this guy didn't even respond because he knows I am too ugly. The same guy encouraged a tall black average looking coworker to hit on a customer, which he declined because he was married with kids.
It seems every curry can ascend except me as long as their face is average looking or above. Practically nothing else matters but looks. This shit makes me legit depressed and suicidal, every single women I interact with tries to avoid me and doesn't talk to me. While at the same time greeting and comfortably interacting with normies. Women treat me like a leper due to my face. Even older women are repulsed by me. There's no ascending with a sub5 face, the only thing that can make a difference is money or status and that doesn't create genuine attraction and love.
A few days before a former friend of mine had contacted me again asking about work, he found a job as a therapist despite studying STEM. I thought it strange, he would contact me periodically perhaps once a year. He had contacted me last year and revealed he had travelled to South America, danced with women and even been in a long term relationship with a woman. He showed me a picture and she was a fat white chick, probably a 3/10, and he was holding her. This guy is a dark-skinned black looking tamil with acne scarring, his facial bones are recessed but his facial features are alright and I would say he's probably average.
Back in Middle School he was considered repulsive because of his acne and dark skin, girls avoided him like the plague. But he moved to India and did High School at an international school. Just like me he is diagnosed autistic. As I conversed with him further he revealed more disturbing details, he had gone to prom and danced with a girl in high school. He has likely been on more dates though he didn't reveal details. He has been clubbing and hung around women, I had seen pictures of him hugging women on social media. I didn't ask him how many girls he has kissed but he was shy in revealing details. After some prodding, he revealed to me that he lost his virginity to the girl he was in a long-term relationship. The most disturbing detail he revealed was he received 4 or 5 matches on Tinder messaged with a girl and she gave him her phone number. She went to a nearby college and he plans on meeting her after getting comfortable with his new job. Worst part is he's only 5'7'' and looks beta, I am 2-3 inches taller and look masculine but because my face is 3.5/10, I can't get a single girl.
At work I met a Sri Lankan guy who looked like a South Indian curry, he told me he was married and had a kid with a woman . I thought he was older but it turns out he's only 29. While he did meet the girl in Sri Lanka, he was also average looking and extremely short probably 5'5''. He had good undereye support and browridge but had bug eyes and a recessed jaw, chin and mandible. One of the older boomers at work mentioned about getting me a woman after I admitted I don't have a gf, this guy didn't even respond because he knows I am too ugly. The same guy encouraged a tall black average looking coworker to hit on a customer, which he declined because he was married with kids.
It seems every curry can ascend except me as long as their face is average looking or above. Practically nothing else matters but looks. This shit makes me legit depressed and suicidal, every single women I interact with tries to avoid me and doesn't talk to me. While at the same time greeting and comfortably interacting with normies. Women treat me like a leper due to my face. Even older women are repulsed by me. There's no ascending with a sub5 face, the only thing that can make a difference is money or status and that doesn't create genuine attraction and love.
