SeetheBot9000
Veteran
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- Joined
- Jan 16, 2023
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I literally enjoy nothing anymore. All my copes are failing. I don't enjoy most anime anymore, I don't enjoy playing vidya alone. When I go outside I just feel like a lonely loser. There is no career that interests me. At least if I had a cute young gf who shared my interests, maybe I would enjoy my copes. Maybe I would enjoy anime again and enjoy vidya with someone to play it with. Maybe I would have more reasons to go outside and do things that couples do that you can't do alone without feeling like a sadcase. Maybe even if I had a shitty boring job I would cope knowing that I have a gf at home ready to comfort me and have sex with me to ease my tensions. But there is nothing to look forward to after toiling which is why I'd rather be NEET (even though I also hate being a rotting NEET).
This isn't foid worship this is just my desire and it will never happen because I will be a permacel and the kinds of girls that I would even like don't exist anymore anyway. There are no cute, nerdy, virgin girls anymore. Even if you go to an anime convention it's all just normalfags and half dressed sluts. Every foid is a fucking hoe by the time she reaches 14 and there is no hope for me ever living a happy life in this cursed world
This isn't foid worship this is just my desire and it will never happen because I will be a permacel and the kinds of girls that I would even like don't exist anymore anyway. There are no cute, nerdy, virgin girls anymore. Even if you go to an anime convention it's all just normalfags and half dressed sluts. Every foid is a fucking hoe by the time she reaches 14 and there is no hope for me ever living a happy life in this cursed world