RageFuel Can't keep fucking doing this man

[Giracel]

I was in the study area of my dorm building and there was this cute hapa (maybe 7/10 in face) sitting there. I was almost thinking of going up and talking to her, but then this broccoli-haired bisexual performative male type came in to check on her. Now I have previously seen them together at other times, so why you may ask, did I even think of speaking to her?

Well I thought that maybe he was a gay close friend. But after seeing them interact, the way she smiled at him—that was the worst—I knew they had to be a couple. He left shortly and came back later with some snacks. I took a picture of them before leaving myself, in the tradition I have developed.

I cannot do this. Seeing their idyllic relationship destroys me on a spiritual level. Even what should in theory be the strongest cope (masturbation) just seems utterly pathetic when juxtaposed with what I saw downstairs. What absolute eyerape. What violation of peace. Thankfully I still finished the content block I was working on. Just have to studymaxx 3 more months before I can leave this place. It's not just couples tbh there are so many negative things about it.

 

[VanGobbel]

I was almost thinking of going up and talking to her

for even thinking about it ngl

 

[Giracel]

No girl ever smiled at me like that hapa smiled at that broccoli-haired bisexual. I find this egregious.

 

[Giracel]

for even thinking about it ngl

I become lower-inhib from sleep deprivation

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

I've had similar experiences being rejected at University or finding out they have a boyfriend and such. Brutal stuff, eventually you will give up completely

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Kill all broccoli hairs, I am part southern European and I get curly hair in the humidity, and I swear to God the next faggot who asks me "what hair powder you use?" I will kill a Minecraft skeleton.

 

[Giracel]

I've had similar experiences being rejected at University or finding out they have a boyfriend and such. Brutal stuff, eventually you will give up completely

I've been rejected over text before but not in person. It must be brutal. I suppose I came near it tonight. But this does call to mind something good I recently found out. Around the turn of new year's, I was crashing out majorly on this forum about a oneitis I found out had a boyfriend… as of a few days ago though, she seems to have abandoned him I may go into more detail about this in a thread since it was rare lifefuel.

 

[Giracel]

Kill all broccoli hairs, I am part southern European and I get curly hair in the humidity, and I swear to God the next faggot who asks me "what hair powder you use?" I will kill a Minecraft skeleton.

He looked kind of like this, similar build too. But more hispanic and less levantine than this guy.

 

[Creamcel]

why did you take a picture

 

[Giracel]

why did you take a picture

I have a tradition of taking pictures of couples in public that irk me. It feels like a power move, seeing what I can get away with. Rarely have I taken pictures of lone foids, because it felt dishonorable.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

He looked kind of like this, similar build too. But more hispanic and less levantine than this guy.

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I hope he gets HIV and dies a terrible death like all kike wannabe faggots

 

[VλREN]

broccoli-haired bisexual

 

[Giracel]

I hope he gets HIV and dies a terrible death like all kike wannabe faggots

If he is doing dudes on the side then that may well happen. The school I'm at is extremely homosexual, fully straight people seem uncommon.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

If he is doing dudes on the side then that may well happen. The school I'm at is extremely homosexual, fully straight people seem uncommon.

Hell on earth

 

[ihatelife2]

Brutal. Thankfully you found out she was taken before approaching

 

[Giracel]

Hell on earth

Home with family is no heaven but all things considered will be preferable. Also since my brother became older and I trained him on proper mentality (and he also developed it himself tbh) he supports me in everything when it comes to parental disputes.

 

[Giracel]

Brutal. Thankfully you found out she was taken before approaching

Imagine getting rejected and seeing him come in 10 minutes later. That would be insurmountably brutal.

 

[ihatelife2]

Imagine getting rejected and seeing him come in 10 minutes later. That would be insurmountably brutal.

 

[Giracel]

I'm tempted to post the picture I took if I redact enough identifying objects. But it's still a risk, idk.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Home with family is no heaven but all things considered will be preferable. Also since my brother became older and I trained him on proper mentality (and he also developed it himself tbh) he supports me in everything when it comes to parental disputes.

Did you read what I replied too?

 

[Giracel]

Did you read what I replied too?

Sorry I'm a bit confused

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Sorry I'm a bit confused

Allow me to clarify, your school sounds like hell on earth not your family

 

[Giracel]

Allow me to clarify, your school sounds like hell on earth not your family

Oh sure, I understood what you meant, I just compares the two since I will soon be going back to live with them permanently