My family neglected me (regularly went weeks without talking to them since childhood) and freely insults me every chance they get, but now that I started defending myself I'M treated like the bad guy. Even got called a fucking bully (and an autist 
) even though I go easy on them (to start my recovery from being an abused dog I am trying to not escalate too fast... I'm also kinda worried about getting stabbed tbh).
The gaslighting is so much more annoying than being straight up hated.
I haven't really talked to my parents in at least 5 years and NOW they ask me if I'm depressed to try and use it as a weapon to stop me from defending myself.
How far will I have to go before they get the fucking message ?
I have no love and no patience for them anymore. I LITERALLY told them I only tolerate them because they're useful a year or so ago.
My mom tried to hit me a while ago (as she often does) so I hit her back for once (lightly as a warning, didn't knock her out jfl but maybe I should have), I return every threat, and she STILL acts like a bitch when other people are around. Am I really going to have to beat the shit out of everyone in the family before they learn ?
I can only have peace when I'm alone.
On another note, I knew the men in my family were female-brained betas, but I didn't know they were this pathetic. They sat there quietly when I started insulting them back (I'm stronger than them) and now they're passive aggressive with me . Fucking faggots.
) even though I go easy on them (to start my recovery from being an abused dog I am trying to not escalate too fast... I'm also kinda worried about getting stabbed tbh).The gaslighting is so much more annoying than being straight up hated.
I haven't really talked to my parents in at least 5 years and NOW they ask me if I'm depressed to try and use it as a weapon to stop me from defending myself.
How far will I have to go before they get the fucking message ?
I have no love and no patience for them anymore. I LITERALLY told them I only tolerate them because they're useful a year or so ago.
My mom tried to hit me a while ago (as she often does) so I hit her back for once (lightly as a warning, didn't knock her out jfl but maybe I should have), I return every threat, and she STILL acts like a bitch when other people are around. Am I really going to have to beat the shit out of everyone in the family before they learn ?
I can only have peace when I'm alone.
On another note, I knew the men in my family were female-brained betas, but I didn't know they were this pathetic. They sat there quietly when I started insulting them back (I'm stronger than them) and now they're passive aggressive with me
. Fucking faggots.
