Venting can't get shit through my head

[dethtechfan]

no matter how much i learn, see or hear off of experiences of mine or fellowcels here, my brain or body is unable to fucking compute it nor even realise this is even a reality i inhabit. everyday im deluding myself, I can't get through one day without reverting to believing my theories are real. like that every person knows who I am for example, and every single misdeed i have committed, every past and current thought i have in my head, even possibly where ill end up, and that's why i get all these horrible looks everytime i go outside, they know so much that they keep quiet. everyone seemingly all at once, are quiet to me. even in fucking online games I can't escape. And yet at the same time, i can partially acknowledge its bullshit, but a part of me doesnt want to. Its like i want something greater in my life, so i create this bullshit in my head. I'm unsure if its true, but there must be a case study of that societal failures are more prone to having delusions of grandeur or something.


"wow dood that's great, but how does this relate to inceldom" i dont fucking know man, all ive been reduced to is a pathetic deplorable cunt that sobs everyday. fuck.

 

[Ibrahim997]

Never test you theory. That way you can't prove its true.

 

[Caichan]

get some sleep

 

[Izayacel]

You cant make people to like you if your Given a Shit Vessel And Arent highly Sociopathic ( Sucessfull Streamer , Banker etc )

You want People to like you and be Humane with you , thats litteraly it . and your not given that .

 

[AntisocialNihilist]

Do you have OCD?

 

[dethtechfan]

Do you have OCD?

never been diagnosed and i hate the practice of self diagnosis, but i guess i kinda mirror ocd traits, all i can say.

 

[VanGobbel]

Do you take supplements, multivitamines, omega 3 etc?

 

[dethtechfan]

Do you take supplements, multivitamines, omega 3 etc?

my mother encourages me to consume omega 3 supplements and other random shit, might aswell feed me a tub of microplastics. i swear it must be some insane placebo effects to believe in if my own mom is convinced it works. recently had bloodwork done, and nothing irregular was shown so im not deficient of anything.

 

[VanGobbel]

my mother encourages me to consume omega 3 supplements and other random shit, might aswell feed me a tub of microplastics. i swear it must be some insane placebo effects to believe in if my own mom is convinced it works. recently had bloodwork done, and nothing irregular was shown so im not deficient of anything.

Omega 3 are good for your mental/brain function i think. But you're right, even if you aren't deficient of anything, just going through life as incel takes its toll. GOod luck though